I seriously dont know whats wrong with me. I havent been motivated to do anything lately except drink my ass off to prevent me from crying. I guess from holding so many things in lately im at my breaking point. I just wish my mom was here to help me. I just need a hug from her because that use to fix everything. And, now im alot closer with my ( Read more... )

So in the last week I have gotten cock blocked my someone i thought was my best friend. Guy #1... not this past tuesday...the one before. Im at the bar talking to this guy my girl Tiff was trying to hook me up with. I had to go home early because I had to be up at 6am the next morning. But he didnt let me leave without getting my number. Right ( Read more... )

For the last few days I have just felt beside myself. Struggling to know what it is that I am exactly feeling. I hate being home alone because I sit here and think way to much about things. Then, I go and get depressed or mad with rage and just wanna beak every dish in the house... even tho I dont. I have screamed into my pillow quite a few ( Read more... )

I seriously feel like everyone wants me to be someone Im not. I am constantly getting critisized for EVERYTHING in my life. Let's see: Recently I have been trying extra hard to find a new job, but hello I live in michigan. Do you even realize how bad the economy is? What I really want to do is work part time and go back to school to get my ( Read more... )

So im sitting here and im speechless still. Last Monday my mom passed away. I feel like someone ripped out my heart. My mom was my best friend. Two weeks ago they told us that she wouldnt make it out of 2008. Then within a couple of days she went to being sick to hardly responsive. They told us all her systems were failing and there was ( Read more... )

There are no words to explain what I am going through right now. Today my dad told me the doctor says my mom only has less than a year to live because the cancer has got her so bad. I dont think I can handle this. My mom is my best freind. I shouldnt have to bury my mom just yet. She is still so young. A year ago she was fine. This cant be ( Read more... )

So 3 days ago luke starts texting me for me not to be mad at him for new years cuz I apparently texted him. Whatever. He was telling me how he wants me and not just like the bootycalls like making me believe that this time he might even try. Well. I tried calling him last night and also tried repeated times today to get him to hang out with me ( Read more... )

So basically right now im going to post quote that basically resemble my life right now ( Read more... )

I have worked so many hours this week it feels like I havent even had a life or even talked to anyone. I havent even been able to see my neice. I miss her. I miss my friends too. The one day a week that I usually go out I have to work but Im going to see if someone will switch with me and ill take one of their shifts because no one just takes a ( Read more... )

SO I Have been paying rent at my house for a while now. Yesterday I told my dad until Christmas is over im not gonna pay rent cuz this year I have the same people (my fam) and now my neice to buy for. We kinda argued then he slipped and told me that my mom gave my rent money to my sister to buy gifts. I mean thats my hard earned money. They ( Read more... )