So Carlos and I had been dating since April 26, 2011 and then this past Thursday September 8, 2011 he decided to end our relationship because he "did not want the obligations of being in a relationship right now." He claims he wants to focus on music and himself, and that I have done nothing wrong. I have battled with believing that for 6 days... ( Read more... )

Was just reading over the past few journal entries of mine...the scriptures do not lie when they say that God will give you the desires of your heart. Looking back, I got what I wanted last year...except that I sinned against my conscience so it wasn't as it should have been, but I still got what I thought I wanted. I guess that makes sense...it ( Read more... )

Have you ever seen a person going down a wrong path and you wanted to tell them but you couldn't because your hands are tied? That's where I am right now. I have this certain person in my life who made a really poor decision and although I can't prove it, I just know that they are only getting themselves in deeper and deeper, and they may even ( Read more... )

The following are resolutions I wrote for myself to accomplish in 2009. Let's see how well I did ( Read more... )

I never expected to get what I wanted, not even for those brief moments, but I did. Only, it hasn't all worked out according to plan. No, I didn't plan it, you can't plan that sort of thing. When I say that, I just mean that it's not as it should be. Because if it was, then it wouldn't feel like someone was stabbing me in the heart and ( Read more... )

The story of my life continues...This afternoon I had been listening to William McDowell's song "I Give Myself Away", when God decided to test my sincerity on that being my prayer as of late. So, I'm in the back office when I hear a woman talking in a loud voice and opened the door to this lady who was drenched from the rain and completely upset ( Read more... )

Life has been pretty interesting as of late. I'd have to say that where I am right now, I'd never have seen myself here just 3 months ago. God has taken me not only out of my comfort zone or what I have known and trusted the past 5 years, but He has placed me somewhere I never thought I'd be again. Not that I'm not grateful or completely ( Read more... )

My soul is troubled today, and for what I cannot pinpoint exactly. This job bothers me. I get so weary of something always being wrong. It's kinda like juggling glasses of poop. No matter how good you are, eventually you will miss the glass and the crap will fly. Disgusting, but true. I hate that. I miss the days when I actually thought that ( Read more... )

"And the God answered: "Write this ( Read more... )

So yea..I had a fabulous dinner this evening with my friend Grace at this really nifty Italian restaurant. Its so funny sometimes how you think that you're the only person going through something and that noone else could possibly feel the same way, only to realize you're not as strange as you originally thought. Yep...that's me ( Read more... )