I think I totally forgot about this website for the past year or so. I know I never update. There are a lot of things about myself that were altered during the past year or two and I am realizing now that I dislike it and hope to restore some of myself to how I used to be. I've had a lot of time to think recently and a lot of things have come to ( Read more... )

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I'm stressed.
I hate drama.
I can't stand needy spoiled people.
I am SICK and TIRED of hearing about guys treating girls like SHIT. Especially my friends, they don't deserve it.
I don't know if I want an appartment next year. I don't want to think about it.
I don't want to think about the summer, spring break, or christmas break.

I feel completely out of control in my life. I feel like I can picture a ton of "what if's" but I can't seem to pick one and stay on that path. I feel like I need to go home. Go to the beach. Drive there MYSELF in my car which is currently non-existant. I feel like I'm missing something that I'm clearly not getting here, and I can't put my finger ( Read more... )

growing up adults always tell you to be yourself. trying to be someone else isn't going to get you anywhere. you have to be true to yourself. well i think that people should advise adolescents and young people that the same rule applies to relationships. if you see one couple acting a certain way, you shouldn't try and make your own relationship to ( Read more... )

sometimes you think your life is hard until you get close to someone who really knows the meaning of difficult.

So things are strange this year. People changed, but didn't at the same time. I love my friends, but miss the way things were last year too. but oh well..this is life now right? I got the job at the library, super excited. not much else is new. i really should use this thing more though.

I hate being lied to. People need to learn that friendships that last do not base off of lies. So in turn, I won't become as close to you and will push myself away when I find out, or first realize you're fake. It's just not the cool way to be, sorry.

I love the song: Heaven Forbid by The Fray

Twenty years, it's breaking you down ( Read more... )

It's kind of like the movie "The Sixth Sense." The little boy can see dead people, and he begins talking to this man who he confides his secret in. He says, "Sometimes, they don't even know that they're dead." The man, in the end, was one of those ghosts ( Read more... )

This was in one of my friend's on my buddylist's profiles. She is still in highshchool, but I found myself looking for words like this during my first year in college and idk...I liked it. I don't know if it's a song or what.

"you call it changing, i call it growing up. you think you're always right- shut the fuck up and let me get my word in, ( Read more... )