didn't go the way I planned.  I woke up this morning in a good mood, then I go outside and my mom is ignoring me even when I say "good morning" then she says to me "we need to talk in the house".  She was pissed because when I came home from work last night I sat on the porch outside with my dad and had a drink.  Let's not forget the fact that I'm ( Read more... )

Ok this morning I took the 2nd of 3 New York State exams required in order to become a certified teacher.  The one today was the Social Studies content exam, however the only thing on this exam was economics and civics.  There was no history what so ever, except for maybe one question which I actually new the answer for.  This exam was ridiculous, ( Read more... )

Hey!!  So I haven't been on this website since October, I feel like updating today because I had to renew my license at the DMV and had the nastiest woman ever.   My mom tells me don't wear your glasses up there because then it will be marked on your license forever that you need glasses.  So I don't, and the woman who I first talk to was really ( Read more... )

I got a new car!!!  After four years of a crappy car with a fucked up headlight (ok I hit something and thats why its like that), I finally got my dream car!!!  An 07 Toyota Camry and it's red!!!!  Plus it has a cd player, no more ghetto cassette player.  It's so beautiful, I bought it yesterday on Halloween.  I'm so happy.  I felt like a new ( Read more... )

Ok I didn't plan on posting anything but I had to show Rusty how to do a Lj cut so what the hell.  I finally got a new phone, after months of my old one sucking.  I couldn't send text messages it would freeze up in the middle of a word.  I had to resort to picture messages, which you know you love Rusty.  So that was always a pain in the ass.  But ( Read more... )

Ok well this summer has been pretty crazy, and not a lot of fun.  I know I posted an entry about falling in the shower and what not.  Well that was only the tip of the iceberg.  Let me just give a past history of myself, I suffer from anxiety and depression, and 4 years ago I was hospitalized for suicidal thoughts and actions.  It use to be my dark ( Read more... )

So I'm totally drunk right now let me get that out, so if anything is spelt wrong fucking deal cause it's the booze,  So my friend Sarafina is turning 20 tomorrow so she had a party at her house tonight to totally pre-game and get drunk then go into the city to a club.  I can't fucking go into the city because I have a fucking stress test and echo ( Read more... )

So I just got back from the freakin ER, after passing out in the shower and hitting my head.   What a day I had, lol.  I went to give blood at 11:45, I so only remembered at a quarter to 11.  Anyway I go give my blood everything was fine I wasn't light-headed or dizzy.  Then I went to sit at the little table where they make you go and they shove ( Read more... )

Longest two days of my life, lol.  Spent yesterday morning emailing my evil professor back and forth, finally got her to switch my grade.  To what I have no idea, probably a B-, but hey I'll take that over a C+ anyday.  Damn whore driving me crazy.  I didn't hand in a reaction paper that she said we had to do.  I personally never heard her say a ( Read more... )

Ok I am beyond pissed right now.  Got all my grade back for this semester, all As. Except oh what class?  Fucking cor!!!  Bitch gave me a fucking C+.  What the fuck?!?!?!?!?!  She told me on Monday that going into the final I had a B, I must have fucking bombed the final inorder to get a C+.  I worked on that goddamn final for 3 days, drove myself ( Read more... )