recently, there's this thought that's been scratching at my conscience. a revelation of some sort, a realisation of another. i hate how in the midst of all the hustle and bustle i'm involved in, there's still this strange dullness that enshrouds it all. like how i no longer have anything mildly interesting to share with my friends, when we meet up ( Read more... )

the past few days i've been hovering about the cyber world with the notion that i haven't updated my elljay for a really long time. but only realised today that it wasnt that long ago that i've just updated.

as usual, much has happened.
or maybe it just feels like a lot, when nothing really has happened?
i think i'm sleeping half my life away. this ( Read more... )

it's 0249, and really i should be completing my homework and studying for my econs test tomorrow ( Read more... )

yes yes i haven't updated in too long a time, and too much has happened.
for one, today has been a terribly long day.
the "un-updated" bff has flown off to canada foreverrrrrrrr and i couldn't make it to send her off at 0400. 
to my dearest vicki, i will miss you so so so much, and pinky promise that we'll visit you soon! :D

then there was the close to ( Read more... )

i've been missing in action in so many areas that needs my attention ( Read more... )

today i ate an entire's day or maybe even two day's worth of meals in one seating ( Read more... )

i've been feeling highly irritable of late.
i seek inner peace, hurhur.

on the bus back from my sad and failed attempt to study tonight, i've decided that education and being seventeen is not supposed to be like this. it's not supposed to be all about the grades, neither is it all about working hard for good grades. i should not be worrying about doing well 3quarters of the time, worrying about not working hard enough ( Read more... )

honestly i find it quite disturbing how i shuffle between extreme attitudes of ( Read more... )

hello pei, you will kill me when you read this and find out that i spent 5minutes or more of my 30minute "pre-study preperation time" to elljay. hahaha ( Read more... )