is it possible to be in love with two boys at once? because i am, and i dont know what to do. i feel a sense of loyalty to one, but i cant help but remember how happy i was with the other one. that i would count down the hours and minuets until i could be with him again. that after we broke up, he came back to me, but it was too late because i was ( Read more... )

all of a sudden im feeling upset and depressed. im not really sure what brought it on, im crying like my best friend died or something. or maybe im just crying over a loss of innocence and bittersweet memories. if i could go back and re-live everything, would i? of course. i miss everything about home, and highschool. i miss my friends being there ( Read more... )

i've never seen so many cops at a football game. the governors cup was this last weekend, and it looked like a frickin SWAT team had come in. seriously cheney cops are a pain in the ass. some kid on my floor got called in for being drunk, and 6 cops came up to his room to give him a breathalyser and all that fun stuff. seriously...6? thats a little ( Read more... )

so, i finally decide to update after weeks of not posting jack. anywho, here i am, finally at college and i love it to death. the freedom that i have here is unbelieveable. i havent been home since i moved over here, but it doesnt really bother me. i actually get homesick for cheney. weird ( Read more... )

just a thought...do people play games in relationships to make them work?

well my sister is having her baby right now. am i excited? no, because i have a feeling i'll get yelled at for not having my room cleaned out on time. sorry that i havent been able to since my niece and nephew have been sleeping in there for the last week, and i was suppose to already be gone before the baby was born. so i'll get put on the back ( Read more... )

i cant sleep. im still upset from the comments that malcolms friends made to me tonight. sad thing is....they were my friends before i even met malcolm. i know i shouldnt let it bother me, because chances are they were drunk, but still, it hurts all the same ( Read more... )

you know what pisses me off more than anything in the world? stupid people who think they know you, and go around spreading shit. first of all, they DONT know what they're talking about, and second of all, they have the balls to tell someone that cares a lot about me about what they've supposidly heard. its all just a bunch of fucking high school ( Read more... )

blah...i think i had to much to drink tonight, and im going to regret it in the morning. and i have to work tomorrow. great.

i almost forgot how much of an asshole my dad can be. wait...i just reminded myself. next month i wont have to deal with him at all...stupid prick.