i must say i do look marvelous this evening. i should take a picture...

anyways. i dunno i'm bored...

i want food. there is no food in my house.

i have nothing else to say...k thanks bye :)

i'm bored...i never write in this anymore.

i figured i should so everyone knows i'm alive.

bert my cat ran away i miss him so much. i'm so sad. and it started snowing so it doesn't make me feel any better about him being gone.

i'm alive

ok bye

when i said i loved you i meant it
when i said i didn't love you anymore i take that back

i wrote you a letter but you'll never see it

i haven't written in awhile...sooooooooo hi...i'm at jens...and i dunno...ok bye

i am sick and no i dont' like it

and tired of this.

so sad and hate being sad.

just want to love you butit's not working.

the fighting. the accusations it's getting to much for me to bare

i'm mean to you because it's the only thing i can do to defend myself now a days with all the bullshit going on.

i love you but this is just getting to be way to much for me to handle

lola star ellis 6lbs 15oz 20 inches long..such a beautiful baby girl

man i have n't been on here in forever.

i just finished putting stuff on my ipod...it was lots of fun lemme tell ya

and before i forget i wanna say happy birthday to

CASSIE!
JODI!
AND MISS BRITT VICIOUS <3

i had a nose bleed sunday morning that was fun. i had no idea how it happened i was standing in the kitchen getting ready to pour orange juice i rubbed my nose and then blood just poured out. my father told me to stop doing coke. i don't even do coke.

work is great i got more hours and i love my job.

and right now i'm buying stuff from

no baby yet

in other news some people need to grow up.

the end.