"And on the bus there is a friend of mine
We go way back to the scene of the crime
Sit up front and share a cigarette
And try to remember what we tried to forget"

My mom apparantly CAN NOT handle the truth. So much so, that she's actually kicked me out again and she thinks i'm looking for an apartment on the internet, but fucking AS IF. I am not gonna be able to find a place to live as quickly as she is expecting, and i don't know if she is serious or just on a power trip like usual. So maybe i'm gonna have ( Read more... )

It's not that i don't understand why i'm doing these things, i understand why but i hate it. I don't have clarity on much in life because i always wonder or think about the fact that everything we believe to be true could be a lie. "The life we live calls for lies! STRICTLY LIES!!"? I'm doing these things, these little things to try and relieve ( Read more... )

sooooooo I cannot wait until Spring Break, mostly cause I spend a vast majority of my drunk minutes, regardless of the time of year, yelling SPRING BREAK OH SEVEN, and I think it'll be more fun seeing as how it'll be an actual Spring Break except it'll be oh eight instead of oh seven ( Read more... )

Graduating is my biggest aspiration but I honestly feel so much better bussing to or by my school with a hangover and in order to be hung over on a daily basis i'd have to get drunk on a nightly basis but then i'd never finish school.

Things have been pretty good lately. Today was really cold and my mom and me got into a fight. I really have to look for a new place to live as soon as possible because I’m losing my mind. Not consistently but inconsistently enough to lose it completely if I stay here ( Read more... )

So I don’t really know what to say, things have been lively? I guess you could say that lol ( Read more... )

I just want back in your head.

Holy, the year is almost over. This whole year went by way too quickly. I haven't updated in so long I don't even know where I left off, and where ever it was, it probably didn't make any sense. Still, nothing makes sense! So much has happened this year. Whats new...hmm. I plan to quit smoking after new years, hopefully that pans out well. My ( Read more... )

Everyone is mad, at something, at anything. Everyone is pointing fingers to blame the best target for their stupid mistakes. Everyone wishes and convinces themselves that it's everyone else, but it's not. It's you; it's me; it's her; it's him. I can't wait til the next time I get intoxicated and leave an incoherant message on my answering machine. ( Read more... )