Yikes. I would advise you not to break anything. You really didn't tell anyone that you were leaving; you only told me the day before or so, so it's not like you had a personal vendetta against him or anything. I don't know. You were able to know him for many years and that's more than I can say for my grandfathers. I know that might not help the situation any, but I don't really know what else to say.
I'm most likely not going to break anything. I'm going to just get drunk tonight. And yeah, I am lucky to have gotten to spend so many years with him. But it was selfish of me to leave for almost two years without contact.
haha I didn't even know I was leaving until like the day before or so.
I just tend to blame myself for everything wrong that ever happens to anyone.
to everything, turn turn turnrealmdreamerMarch 9 2006, 19:45:06 UTC
Oh Applesauce. Sorry I'm just reading this now hun but I've been pretty sick. I'm sorry you lost him. Sometimes, life gives you these wake up calls. Don't let it take you down, just learn from it. I miss you and I miss Lisa, and I miss everyone from Cincy. I never get to see anyone anymore. Maybe I should just move back. AH! NO I CAN'T! The Tree of Life is up here. Damn this whole having my own life thing. Damn it. I sometimes wish I could just follow everyone else around and live their lives. Wanna live my life? We could swap for a week. You could even bring Rex if you wanted, god only knows I wouldn't know what to do with him!
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I love you.
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And yeah, I am lucky to have gotten to spend so many years with him. But it was selfish of me to leave for almost two years without contact.
haha I didn't even know I was leaving until like the day before or so.
I just tend to blame myself for everything wrong that ever happens to anyone.
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i love you, too.
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Today.
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I love you more!
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