yea so tomorrow I'm 20.. god damn one more year.. anyways loving the Marine Corps life.. wishing I was home again.. I miss my ppl and all but I think I'd actually regret it if I didn't make this dicision.. I've met so many awesome ppl.... and now I'm in NC woo more tomorrow

well April 9th is right around the corner and Tyler and I r leaving HOPFULLY that day!!! I just wanna get outta Maine as fast as possible!!.. I'll be in SC for 13 weeks and then VA for like a couple of days to visit my friends!!.. well gonna go I'm working!!

1. well right now myspace has been down for about 24 hours for me and it friggin BLOWS!!! I have to resort to this shit and leave a blog about it here god!! I dunno y but I kinda don't like livejournal now that I have a myspace... but anyways Tyler and I r over with!! yea I know kindaa weird but I dunno.. I love him but not as what I used to love him ( Read more... )

well I guess I had a pretty good day yesterday.. I got to watch my all time favorite show Real World Denver!! gotta love it... brought Tyler to Wally World... in a few weeks I guess he's going to be leaving for a while for boot camp for the Marines.. then in January I'm leaving for basic for the Air Force.. I gotta see my recrutier on the 1st 5th ( Read more... )

I'm excited to be getting out of here soon my mom and I have been fighting EXTRA!!! so happy that we went to the American Idol concert though... but anyways I'm gonna be joining the Air Force... gonna try to be stationed somewhere far away from Maine.. kinda hoping to travel Europe....... o well if I don't but just thought I'd say this and weeeeee ( Read more... )

well lets see now I've been searching for jobs everywhere and I guess I'm just to stupid to get one now... I fucking hate that I slacked off in high school I know I could have gotten all a's but no I had to be stupid and just not care about life.. I had to be fucking depressed all fucking 4 years.... the only time I was happy was Germany and when ( Read more... )

well it's now 10 pm and I'm waiting to go get my baby from work. it's been a while since I wrote in here but there is good reasons for that.. well for one thing I have a myspace and I've been keeping a blog on that. but anyways like a couple of days after I wrote my last entry my other car got hit so now I'm on car #5 bahhhh!! o well I don't really ( Read more... )

I'm not sure how long it's been since I've posted anything in here. I've been very sick latly almost to the point where I've had heatattacks so I've ben taking it very easy. for the past 2 days I didn't go to school cause my chest/heart was killing me and I just couldn't sleep.... I feel bad for Kristina and Phil cause this was suposed to be a fun ( Read more... )

yay for tomorrow is all I gotta say

oo and my moms a fucking bitch!!!! I'm fucking sick of her shit I'm out after spring break

hmm it's been a long time since I've written in here. I just decided that I'm not gonna spend a year in Germany. I'm moving to Virginia!!! I was all set to go to Germany for a year until I met Tyler now all I wanna do is be with him.. my car accident almost killed us and that was just scarey!!!! I miss my car sooo much. I have no freedom and I'm ( Read more... )