so this is my journal i just put most of my personal crap in...sooo november went out with cess, met mitch, he started talking to me, i didn't think much of it...kinda talked to someone else, kept messin around with jon for a while...but then none of that worked out, and the more i talked to mitch the more i started to think he was actually a good ( Read more... )

well now since may, jon and i broke up in august, he broke up with me the day before school started, aka the day before our 10 months, yea that's right broke my heart pretty much, it sucked...then i started talking to bobby in oct, didn't work, then scott...didn't work again, then mitchell...now that one worked for a little bit...hmm...here's the ( Read more... )

so this weekend, something happened, and i was really upset, and jon was saying stuff to try to make me feel better, so finally i did....then he was like i really had a good time this weekend, and i think this weekend is what we needed, and i was like yea i had a good time too, and he was like well do you not want to take a break anymore...and i ( Read more... )

he really doesn't appreciate me anymore, he says he cares, but doesn't show it /act like it at all, it is so hard, to care for someone so much, after everything you have done/been through together, for so long, especially this being the first real relationship...i feel as if my heart is broken...i would be perfectly content spending the rest of my ( Read more... )

well me and jon were great, and only getting better in december, then january happened and it got worse all through that ....it was really really bad...then started getting better and better little by little,and now it is cool,but we are both confused, and uncertain of if each other is what we really want,if we are really happy with each other, or ( Read more... )

i dont know what to think anymore...about me and jon. I thought things were going better, and I thought that being apart for a week for spring break would make things better, but we'd still get to talk even though we didn't see each other...we'd miss each other more, and take each other for granted less...like seeing each other all the time at rbc ( Read more... )

life sucks lately...things are better with me and jon, but STILL not good... i am out of town this weekend. bored as all get out...and he hasn't called or imed me all day and i miss him...i am trying this new thing where i dont call him, as him to hang out, comment on his myspace, or im him...or anything...and see if he attempts to act like he ( Read more... )

we've talked about it....and jon is not being mean anymore...but gosh he still isn't making any effort to do little things, or say something nice...why can he do it to some girls but not me when i am his girlfriend...and why can people treat people they aren't even dating better than my boyfriend treats me...i mean all i want is a "hey beutiful" or ( Read more... )

Right now I am so stressed out...over school, me and Jon, family, friends, car junk, everything. I feel like if I lose Jon, I will have nobody, I mean yea I have friends here, but they aren't really really close, and I can't go to my family to talk, cuz I am even less close to them. Things have been going downhill with Jon and me for about a ( Read more... )

I have been blessed with ( Read more... )