Ugh. I haven't been on in like 6 months, and it's been the weirdest 6 months ever ( Read more... )

I have so much to offload onto here, it feels like the only place I should ( Read more... )

This is just for me to remember my stats, gosh lbs are so confusing!!
I'm 5'2"
HW 99lbs [ewwwww]
CW 91lbs
GW 86lbs

So that makes my BMI 16.5% not that it means anything anyway.
Ughh. I feel well fed up with how there never seems to be a change, if that makes sense?
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Okay, I've not written in a while so this will just be a long, rambling load of shit.

I wrote a kind of story last night, telling the story of what happens when I weigh myself. It's pretty obvious and what some might call 'emo' or 'attention seeking' it's not, that just happens to be how it is.

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I wait. 5 seconds feels like an eternity. My fists ( Read more... )

I'm gonna plan a normal day for me and try and stick to this;

Breakfast - 10g cereal no milk - 40 cals
                     Cup of tea - 15 cals

Lunch - Half a wholemeal roll- 90 cals
               Water - 0
               Cup of tea when I get home - 15 cals

Dinner - Normal meal with family - can be up to 500 cals[!!]

Total - 660 cals

Maximum ( Read more... )

Ugh, I actually feel rubbish at the moment.
I just feel like such a failure, and ugh I look so fat and I hate my default, it makes me look LARRRGE.
God.
Why can't I do this!? Fucking hell.

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Hey,

So I'm New To All This I Only Made One So I Could Chat On The Pro-Ana Stuff,
Any Help I'd Really Appreciate

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