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I was told today -

"You have turned this community into a support community not a "proana" one and now I can't post my thinspo, get diets and find tips"

My response:  THANK YOU!
I know that was meant to be a mean comment and nasty slam towards me, however, if this place is supportive to those who need help and is UNIQUE by offering support and love ( Read more... )

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I would put this behind a cut, however, I want you all to watch this.

NOTE:  THIS COMMUNITY IS NOW LOCKED. YOU CAN NOT SEE THE POSTS UNLESS YOU ARE A MEMBER.

THANK YOU!

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NOTE:  THIS COMMUNITY IS NOW LOCKED. YOU CAN NOT SEE THE POSTS UNLESS YOU ARE A MEMBER.

THANK YOU!

But to anyone who is truly pro anorexia, and not just on here because they are lonely in their ED'S, please read this ( Read more... )

Go now, and live.

Experience. Dream. Risk. Close your eyes and jump. Enjoy the freefall. Choose exhilaration over comfort. Choose magic over predictability. Choose potential over safety. Wake up to the magic of everyday life. Make friends with your intuition. Trust your gut. Discover the beauty of uncertainty. Know yourself fully before you make ( Read more... )

in my brave and seemingly motivated attempt to recover from my compulsive undereating i have now also developed compulsive purging on top of it.
and i dont even really binge.

seeing a doctor tonight to get a referal for a psychologist.
hurry up wednesday before i irreversibly damage my organs.
the one time i want help i have to wait two weeks.

fml.

i officially hate living at home
constantly watched
sometimes i wish i could just be on my own
annoying x

ive lost the only two people ive ever really loved.
one was last year in a car accident (a yr on saturday)
and the other is moving across the country and wants nothing to do with me until she moves bc its "too hard" for her.

fml

For some reason after seeing myself in a few different shop mirrors, I stormed off to a pharmacy and bought diet pills, the strongest on the market. The pharmacist asked me how much do I want to lose, I said 10 pounds for starters. She gave me pills for 15 days and seemed very optimistic for my weight loss.

I surely hope I'll drop some, no matter ( Read more... )

tell me a happy storyyy
please? :)