My mind's in this weird state. I'm on wellbutrin which is an antidepressant. 300mg ( Read more... )

Hey hey hey, what's up ye ol' journal? Seriously, I haven't written in this thing in years. I think Vincent and I had too many gayass fights and our own lives to deal with to bother using this journal anymore. Which frankly speaking, truly was a shame. We grew apart, which is unfortunate - considering we were childhood friends and best friends at ( Read more... )

I've been so exhausted lately. I want to get back to the place where I was full of energy and my mental capacity was longer than just 2 seconds of memory and reaction time ( Read more... )

I can't seem to stop falling in love these days ( Read more... )

Hey, I can't believe I still remember the password.

I just read back on our entries. Our comments. The memories flood back and I just realized... a lot of things now.

We were both broken. We were both struggling. And instead of reaching for each other, we pushed the other away.

I can't wish for everything to go back to the way it was, because it wasn' ( Read more... )

Blargh. I had some sort of fight with Christine yesterday. And when I say 'some sort of' I mean that it was kind of confusing. I didn't know where all of that anger came from her, I always knew that she was a little angry, but not THAT angry. Holy damn. /shakes head. But whatever. That's past me now. I hope that we can move on from that, because I ( Read more... )

I can't keep up with all of this. I feel like my grades are all slipping away...

There's too much stress. Too much pressure. I don't feel like myself, and I don't remember a time where I've ever felt like myself anymore. And the thing is, the thing that bothers me the most, is that nobody notices it. Nobody notices my distress. Nobody (that lives ( Read more... )

WHY THE FUCK IS IT SNOWING IN MARCH?! Jesus, it's already almost April! And tomorrow's my birthday too! DX

Complete bullshit. Complete. Bull. Shit.

-Vincent

What should I do? I'm so fucking confused... I thought this was what I wanted. But it isn't at all...

I'm scared. I'm scared of people staring. I was never the type to show affection anyways... but this. This? I can't handle it at all. How can I tell her that without hurting her feelings? She'll hate me. I know it. She'll hate me forever and I don' ( Read more... )

Hey, sorry guys, it's been a while ( Read more... )