Christmas Eve, and everlasting confusion

[prockechickes]

Oh my shit, it's Christmas Eve.

I'm not sure what the hell I'm getting for Christmas.

I asked for a Macbook, or a PS3, but I talked to my mom and I'm getting neither. So I was like, (to myself, of course), "what the hell am I getting then?"

I didn't really ask for anything else, other than body shit (body spray and perfumes, and hair products),

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[prockechickes]

Aw, that's so sad reading your post. :( I'm sorry that your love for Andrej won't work. However, it's okay to feel sad about it; there's nothing wrong with that. :') I'm glad you're doing something productive. ^^ It'll help lessen the feel of rejection or sadness or loneliness you're feeling. I hope one day you'll find someone that can love you back, Christineeo's.

You really deserve it. :) <3

[prockechickes]

Lawl, I know. I really hope this trivial, childish infatuation ends soon; it's really so stupid. If we don't even share the same sexual preference/orientation, then we were never meant to be in the first place, correct? My brain is playing mind games with me and confusing me with odd and disdain emotions. I have to remember that there will always be someone better suited for me.

And thanks nee-chan. :3 I really hope I will.

- Christine