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oh wow
haven't been on in toooo long...have SO much to catch up on, definitely gonna take quite a few entries. drugs, sex, rock n roll, u know the deal. been places i never thought i'd go. i have a little boy now. i've been engaged twice & my latest one just ended & i'm pretty devestated...will be on later today ( Read more... ) -
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i'm seriously gonna try to be on here more, i havent been having consistent interwebz like hardly this year :X it's lame as hell....but who's on here still? or checks in sometimes at least lol basically if u see this say hi :)
xo
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Maybe an hour ago, my step dad called my mom (who've been living separately for a little) that he is in immense pain, thought it was jaw pain, dentist said no. His mother has MS. They think he has MS, brain tumor or another nerve disease :/ -
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I'm done...it happened & now I'm fucked. x( may•22•2015
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yeah I haven't been on in hella long but hey...thanksgiving sucks majorly this year, I can't believe people are so fucking stubborn that they don't even think about the holiday they're celebrating & think about what's going on in their lives. Homeless almost. My babe is :( & I can't even get people to let him stay over on fucking thanksgiving of ( Read more... ) -
sooo
i got a new boyfriend <3 will give more details laterr, i wanted to make sure i posted so that LJ doesn't "purge" or delete or whatever my account -.-
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Babe u can see that I'm danger, teetering off of the stage yeah
went to go see American Idiot last night with my mom, opening night :) it was nice. Feeling like shit lately...taking & doing too much of everything when it comes to substances. I need to leave ferreal. I wanna just see the world so I'm gonna ask around friends who are in bands if they're touring anytime soon, so I can do merch or something. I'll ( Read more... ) -
Yeah I'm a mess but you love me so you're messed up too...
sometimes it kind of scares me that I'm on a cocktail that isn't very different than Heath Ledger was on. Same thing, sleep problems, racing mind. I just wanna shut off sometimes & fly away from the world & sometimes if I'm lucky I'll fall asleep for a good 12 hours...I just wish desperately that my family were different...I know that everyone ( Read more... ) -
Blahh
I swear this probably sounds a lot worse then I mean it too, but it's completely true...sometimes I really wish my mom had just aborted me when she had the chance :/ she was waay too young. Cliche but true. Most people who say that shit are those persons parents or whatever but yeah...I've always felt different, which I don't care to go into ( Read more... )
