This week is finals week, and things are going well. Drake has been moving out of the house so that I can move in to his room. I am excited to finally live off campus yet very sad because Drake is leaving for Europe indefinetly. I am going to miss him so much. I imagine the house will be different without him, but I know I will get along very well ( Read more... )

I forgot to mention that the Wednesday night before the adventure to baltimore, I took two sleeping pills then a hit of acid. I do not know why. But I had the tenacity to do my earth literacy homework while tripping and get up the next day at 8am for class. Wild. 

Part two of the list I began above.

I have been talkign to Joseph again, and every time we talk I miss him even more. It has become excruciating, I miss him so!! Joseph is my rock, he has been the voice of comfort and reason in my times of instability. When i call him to cry at 3am, he's there to listen while i blabber on and on, he's there to help ( Read more... )

 The last three weeks since spring break have been the emotional and physical equivalent of a meteor barrelling straight into hell. I'm starting to feel the same stress and anxiety that I experienced last semester, but the stress is coming more from my personal life than school and activities. There's far too much for me to explain in detail so I' ( Read more... )

I'm at home for Spring Break now. I have a few things to take care of, mostly some school work and ESA/MSCC business. I was planning on biking the B&A trail with Miles today but it was too rainy in the morning so I decided to cancell. However, not too long after I cancelled, the clouds parted and it became sunny out. So I went around the block a ( Read more... )

Today I am feeling so anxious inside that I want to punch a hole in the wall! RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!!!! I hate I hate I hate I hate this time of the month, every month, one to two  weeks before my goddamn period even begins my emotions begin wreaking havoc on my life. Por ( Read more... )

 Life has been exceptionally wonderful for me lately. At last things are working out, my wishes have been granted, my desires fulfilled. I have a super awesome job for the summer, a great house with great roomates to live with, school is low-stress, ESA is moving and grooving, a new club has been established; the Atheist Society of Salisbury (ASS ( Read more... )

boy howdy do i LOVE maryjane and peanur butter and jelly sammiches. ONLY ONE CLASS TOMORROW!!!!!

i wrote a poem while thinking  about naughty things. it was in spanish class, and we were talking about transexualism and i found myself curiously turned on...que?

Quisiera masticar sus huesos
probar el sal de su piel.
Para destruir mi hambre
debo ( Read more... )

Things have really been going well for me lately. It seems that the many things that I have been toiling over have been settled by themselves. I have been feeling so very glad lately, so much so that I am beginning to doubt how long it will last.....but lets not dwell on that and instead I'll fill you in

1. Boys: I have met a most fascinating boy. ( Read more... )

So about two weeks ago I placed an order with Interpunk.com for  another Dead Meadow t-shirt and the newly released 2008 album 'Old Growth'. Two days later I recieved the shirt in the mail but it took another whole week and a complaint email to Interpunk.com for it to arrive. And boy howdy did I wait impatiently for my precious CD to arrive. Imust ( Read more... )