Time to give up for awhile.

I'll just try not to make anything work I'll let it come to me. I'll live my life for awhile and see what comes my way. Which this came my way but I suppose I jumped into it to quickly.

Maybe it was the best thing to do. Yeah, I think it was. But I hope she has fun without me because you know she will. 

I always fuck up and everything always gets fucked up.

I just can't get anything right, can I? Easily to say that it is my shortest relationship ever surprisingly.

I just can't believe all the shit that went on. All in like 3 or so days.

Little over 3 days, considering I asked her out Friday afternoon. Sorry for those people I didn't tell I was ( Read more... )

I'm actually happy for once.

It's weird I often wake up from my sleep thinking about her.

Hoping and wishing what she feels is true. Because I don't want to end up getting hurt again. And how happy I was the other day to be around her and being with her. She's gone till tomorrow and I'm not sure what time of the day.

I'm hoping that this is real ( Read more... )

Be brave, people ( Read more... )

Thursday I went to my old work to talk to Dave and Nyssa. Ha, Dave asked me if I needed food. I'm like "No, I'm good" he's like "Come on how are you going to pass down food" which was food for Lucy. And I was talking to an old customer I used to talk to and she always wanted me to babysitt her dog and they were going away this weekend I guess she ( Read more... )

Hmmm, and I wonder if that's true. Or do we just stay in our graves? I think that would be cool if you could spook the people you didn't like in your life time including famous people. That'd be pretty damn funny and cool. I mean seriously think about it, you don't think that would be a pretty cool idea ( Read more... )

Figures when I start to think something is going right I fuck it up. At least I think I did it feels like I did. I really hope I didn't but if so it's nothing new. Why do I always fuck up shit I have going for me?

Well tomorrow we are supposed to be all moved out and gone. I started packing but I need to start packing more since I didn't finish last night. I got all my DVDs put away and some other stuff not too much but it's not too bad. After the Flyers game tonight I guess I'll finish but I'm hungy.

Also I got a link for all you people who want to know ( Read more... )

I got fucking asked out buy a dude? WTF. I never thought that would happen. But 3 times all at once! That's just insanity! What a fucking retard haha I have nothing on my profile to come off as a girl. I don't know why he thought I was a girl at all ( Read more... )

I really don't know what to say. I just feel all my friends are slipping away and that they aren't there anymore. We are expected to be moved in by Friday or so my sister says. I haven't begun packing because I don't know where to start. Plus I didn't know the deadline till today and all the boxes I brought home back when I was at CP everyone seems ( Read more... )