"Jade ( Read more... )

Lets see, where do I start? We bought our Ozzfest tickets and got them which should be fun though it isn't till August 4th but we get Ozzy ( Read more... )

Horrible, Horrible, Horrible, can I say it anymore? Horrible day ( Read more... )

I've been playing some Madden online and trying to beat a few of my games. I'm really close to beating Need For Speed Most Wanted and Josh bought me Black for my birthday. Which is an awesome game that I should play more. He was going to get us Flyers tickets but they aren't doing so well. But hopefully they can pick it up since they beat the ( Read more... )

For the last week and today and tomorrow and not sure until when my cousin Kenny and his friends have been painting the house up. My mom's room, my sisters room, today the hall closet, etc... I really don't know how to react to this so I've been sleeping in longer. And laying in bed and going back to sleep ( Read more... )

Well Carlie told me today when I tried to explain to her how I feel and I feel about her but it obviously doesn't matter. To her and our future. She thinks we're better best friends. Ands she liked me a lot when I liked Sammy for awhile. And that she's over me that we can only be friends. She says she has someone she can see talk and hang out with ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish I was never born. I think in majority it would make everybody a lot happier. I mean they wouldn't have to deal with me and my annoying ass. I feel all I do is take up space that I'm useless. And that when I finally haev something going good I hurt people and make stupid mistakes. And when I go and try an do the right thing I either ( Read more... )

I really don't. I don't even know why I keep this thing. All the friends I have and no one really comments maybe every 2-3 entries. And I don't even update as much as I used to do ( Read more... )

FailureWhat have we done ( Read more... )

It's just I'm fucking sick of girls it's getting pretty damn annoying. Everytime I think I found someone I either fuck it up or I get hurt. And this is the case where I am the one that gets hurt no surprise.

Anyway, I talked to Sammy tonight and here is the convo. Why do I even let her get under my skin? Why do I even still try an talk to her? ( Read more... )