[Love of you is mixed deep in my vitals]Love of you is mixed deep in my vitals ( Read more... )

Well kittens, it's been a rough few months. I got a bad haircut today, so now I'm feeling low and looking a mess to boot. Boo to that ( Read more... )

It's amazing how a moment can seem to stretch on forever, or how days can blend into each other as though there never was nor could ever be anything to distinguish them ( Read more... )

I love how my dog looks directly into my eyes as he pees on the carpet ( Read more... )

A wrecking ball, slamming into my torso, sending tremors north and south of my stomach ( Read more... )

More than anything, I just want to wake up and feel like I have purpose and go to bed feeling like I did something with the time available to me. And, really, I just want to be happy ( Read more... )

I'm in a really good mood today.

K, thanks.

Sometimes I stand up and walk aimlessly around the room, thinking the air is thinner and easier to breathe by the window, therefore it will move more quickly to my brain and suddenly thinking will become that much more efficient, but that doesn't help. I'm suffocating on an invisible perfection that I will never touch. I wonder why I place this ( Read more... )

On my English final today there were 3 essay topics. I chose one about having any ability in the world and why and blah blah blah. I decided I wanted to be able to compose and perform incredible music ( Read more... )

Amongst the debris is where I find myself today, awakening with a limb here and there. Unable to piece together the mess I've made. I'm at a loss. I have no idea how to make my life better and I don't think I can make it worse because I think this is rock bottom. It is not as terrifying as I have previously felt it might be. I just don't know how ( Read more... )