I want to learn to DJ and produce music so hard.

I wish I had the balls to make the investment in all the equipment.

I have a kitten.
He is so cute.
He looks a little like Oliver.
Hopefully he and Melina will get along.
Pictures to come.

On a more exciting note than that,

LOVEFEST IS IN TWO DAYS

And its supposed to rain.

Don't care. This is going to be amazing.

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End.

mainichi jibun wa totemo mendou dakara.
hito no jinsei wa, hakanai mono da.
kono jinsei wa kyuu tsukareta.
tsukareta,
tsukareta,
tired.

"Omoidasu...
Aki no hi...
Hitori bocchi no yoru..."

"Remember...
Those autumn days...
Those nights alone..."

Oh, and

THE BLOOD BROTHERS ARE PLAYING TONIGHT IN SF AND I BOUGHT A TICKET AND GOT MY SHIFT COVERED AND I MIGHT SEE MY FRIEND LINDY THERE OMFGOMFOMGFOFGMFOGMFOMGFM BEST CONCERTS POSSIBLE

Fuck, I really lucked out here.
I didn't even know they were playing until like,
last thursday
and I flipped out
because I could have ALMOST MISSED THIS.

Well.

Off to Japan.

See you there.

A Thousand Words to Say
-Darkest Hour

AND TO reflect is to regret throwing it all away...
and apathy, my one way street, it took so much from me.
separated by this divide i created through my fears,
and in your tears, you tried to show blind eyes and tell deaf ears.

if we can make it through the landslide standing
we'll lift each other up to see the bliss ( Read more... )

Guess who saw the motherfucking BLOOD BROTHERS in San Francisco


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Please let this be a nightmare.

Please let me wake up knowing that he's going to be in my arms in only three days.

Please.

Please don't do this to him.
Please don't do this to me.
Please don't do this to us.

Please, oh god, please...

Please..