Not long ago, my mother suffered a heart attack and endured multiple strokes to boot. Not the ideal way to kick off the summer, that is most certain. Regardless of my own shortcomings due to my illness, I do what I can to help her, and make sure nothing else happens to her, her balance is less than desired. Ah, what am I doing? I'm aware that ( Read more... )

I'm at a loss. I just stumbled hard upon an obstacle in life that doesn't feel as if it will get any better in the foreseeable future. As exhausted as i've been the last month, i've made dire mistakes, mistakes that have rightfully let down the people closest to me. It began with my medication. My mother, caretaker and self-appointed possessor ( Read more... )

During the last couple of weeks, my mind has been in an internal struggle with depression. My grandmother, the only real grandmother that's ever really cared about me, is in the hospital. Apparently, originally she had been sent to a gutter of a hospital, in which the doctors actually managed to incompetently mistake her hospital records for ( Read more... )

I am not in the business of making enemies. I never was, I never will be, but currently there are a specific 2 people in this life that are steadily eating away at my very last nerve. Both of whom know who they are, and one of which that clandestinely reads my journal when they have every reason nowadays not to. The other person, someone I knew ( Read more... )

August 5th, 2009. Began a day like any other, awakening early in the morning with the lingering strain of a night lacking the proper amount of sleep, sleepy seeds in the corners of my eyes, soreness heating my joints in an unpleasant manner. Difference being, the day was one in which I would finally have my day in court, a day which I had ( Read more... )

Media news to look forward to; as of recently, the fifth installment in the Metal Gear Solid tactical espionage action franchise has been green lit.


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Just one year shy of hitting the decade mark of the new millennia, somehow I doubt our ancestors intended our society to be in the state it's in. 2009, the year in which the American citizenship has elected our very first African American president in documented history, and the first Democratic president since Bill Clinton served his term of ( Read more... )

" If the radiance of a thousand suns were to burst at once into the sky, that would be like the splendor of the mighty one. Now I am become Death, the destroyer of worlds ( Read more... )

Jealousy is a far cry from a healthy emotion in any aspect. Had Arthur Pendragon allowed himself to succumb to such feelings, both Lancelot Du Lac and Guinevere would have found their end by means of execution. Rather, Guinevere was exiled and took a vow of celibacy as a nun, and Lancelot, also exiled, went on to live his life out as a hermit. ( Read more... )

So much to say, without knowing how to say it all. I've embraced almost a years worth of writer's block with the bitterness of all i've learned since i've last written. Light breaks the darkness of night as early morning begins to set in, nostalgic, reminiscent of so many other countless nights of endless moments lost in thought. My fears have ( Read more... )