I'd rather die than give you control.

[progeniteur]

Fuck. Why am I not happy? These conflicting emotions are really starting to wear me down. My mind is constantly in strife, nothing is certain, and this frustration is getting the better of me. I've been dealing with depression since I was young, i've taken antidepressants, and i've gone through therapy. I don't care if i'm still depressed, none

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Smurfs and Cereal, eh?

[tearful_romance]

Wow. I'm so sorry. Depression isn't fun, I know how that is. When my friends are depressed I always get angry at myself because there is nothing I can do, I just have to sit and wait it out. I'm not good at waiting, I can be very impatient. So, I get mad at myself and just...Eh, Let's not get into that. You said earlier you weren't good at venting to people. That may be true, but if you ever have something on your mind, you can talk to me. I'm here for you, and I hope everything works out with the girl you met too. n_~

PS: I like that smurfs are blue. ^_^

Love,
Lynn

Re: Smurfs and Cereal, eh?

[progeniteur]

Thanks for the uplifting words, hun, very much appreciated, also nice knowing there's someone out there to vent to when I in fact .. learn how to vent better, Lol. Don't be angry, shouldn't ever be angry with yourself if someone else is feeling depressed, it's not at all your fault, nor is it necessarily your obligation to make everything better, often enough anyone who's at all depressed has to deal with it and eventually get themselves out of it, it just helps having support, which you're very good at being. ;x

Smurfs are awesome, I wanna see another episode.