If only I had the will to rise as a phoenix would from the ashes of sadness. I've trouble recalling how long it's been since i've found myself feeling as out of sorts as I do now. In the presence of my companions I muster a great effort to act myself and hold my chin up, however my head has been hung for quite some time now. Gathering my ( Read more... )

I wonder why so many people in the world fear the future. To my understanding, dreading what may come of the future ties in with fear of change. Regarding myself, I suppose change in life has always meant chance of failure, which is a common fear among my fellow peers and friends. Although I fear failing, i've yet to actually succeed to the best ( Read more... )

Trudging home through the cold last night I ignored the snow which frosted my face and hair. Paying no mind to the fact that my only chance of getting a ride home had promptly up and left, by the time I arrived home my aggravation had been replaced by the relief of having my very own warm bed to sleep in. On the bright side, last night the lovely ( Read more... )

Aside from awakening with one of the worst headache's of my life, my Thanksgiving Day was pleasantly spent in the gracious household of my comrade and his kin. As I sat up amidst the disheveled sheets of my bed, my head felt as if it were spinning in all sorts of directions, glancing in the mirror only to notice both of my eyes were nigh bloodshot ( Read more... )

Honestly, this has all gone far enough. At this point, i'm not even certain of what it was that spawned this animosity. For just a moment, I felt a surge of anger thinking I could dedicate paragraphs of admiration to my comrade without him noticing, and the one time I offhandedly vent my frustration over having been annoyed by something he had ( Read more... )

I've not been having the fairest of days as of late. I've allowed fear and anxiety to get the better of my judgment and the decisions i've made regarding the change in my lifestyle, the foundation of my future. I once thought the idea of enlisting in the service a casual decision to make, it never really occurred to me that if the time to make ( Read more... )

I fucking despise you. I hope you realize that, I hope that somehow you realize who you are and that this fucking hate is meant solely for you. I did absolutely nothing but love you, and you understood that, yet you held me on strings as if I were a fucking puppet. If I could, I would want to spit in your fucking face right now, purely out of ( Read more... )

Decisions made whilst inebriated aren't necessarily the brightest, hence my decision to punch a wooden beam so hard it felt as if one of my knuckles shattered. Not even an ample supply of beer and double-shot of liquor made the pain in my hand subside. My comrade Ian also decided to elbow smash a crowbar, full-force. Alcohol most certainly is ( Read more... )

Last night my mind unleashed the absolute craziest dreams of my life, not necessarily nightmarish, but so daffy and random that I felt completely awake the moment I opened my eyes. Throughout the entire day, my body ached, every joint in my body felt stiff, and I felt drained of almost all energy. This morning I slept the latest i've slept in a ( Read more... )

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