Why do I still care? I shouldn't but I do. It's a horrible word along with a horrible world.

Why does it seem that life changes on a daily basis. It's like no one has any remorse or a conscience. Drop and leave what you had like it was just sand on the beach. I'm not quite sure why everyone has these emotions. I feel like everyone hates me for no apparent reason. I've not changed, I'm still the same asshole I've been for the past some ( Read more... )

No I will not be your doorstop. I'm not the man that dangles his feet over the edge of the earth. You're as forgiving as a virus and as beautiful as it's infection. This venom comes out in the spurts of an endangered mammal, A scared lamb. With every step I'm breaking another bone, tearing another tendon. I like it that way. I'm tattered, but ( Read more... )

I've rested my head on the shoulder of many, the straight lines that have broken or cut. I've been painting murals in hopes that you'll believe there's a stench of vague love. I hope this train covers itself as it de-rails off the wrong track and plummets. I've heard the ocean will swallow you whole. It's so forgiving to disappear with the ( Read more... )

How could you be so naive ( Read more... )

We'll warm our feet by the fire ( Read more... )

One of these days I'm going to stow away in a plane and vacation in a wasteland. Anything can be better than being here. Yet, I know I'm lying and I never truly want to leave. This is the high point of my life, it can only plummet from here. Life is only horrible the day that you die. That day you can not look back on to decide how wonderful ( Read more... )

AGH! I'm sick, I think i've got some kind of disease. This month sucks, I forgot how much I hate February, who knows why? I've been extremely tired and fucking depressed about life in general. I don't even remember most of my month, everything runs by like a blur. Oh well, Here's to the champagne becoming fresh and the days becoming longer.

For anyone that thinks they are close to me, take two steps back and jump the fuck off a cliff. You aren't close to me, me and you don't have an emotional bond, you don't know my secrets, I don't confide in you. What you give me is fake. It's a hypocritical situation of a smile but when you turn around I can see the grimace. If you want to talk ( Read more... )

I'll follow you to the edge of the sea and walk under the tide. The water will over-take me as I sit at the bottom. The urchens swim past restlessly while I watch them float by. When I look up, i can see the golden ray's of the sun spreading across the tip of the Ocean. There is no struggle and there is no clenched teeth. You learn to accept ( Read more... )