I got fired today. I'm legally not allowed to say how I really feel but, well, I'm sure you can work it out. I have no idea what I'm going to do now. I don't want to cut my hair for obvious reasons but, let's face it, I'm probably going to have to. I suppose there's a possibility I could get a job as a woman or do something slightly less ( Read more... )

I guess I shouldn't have been surprised when trans people got thrown under the fucking bus by removing all gender identity language from the ENDA. To a point I even get why it happened but still I'm filled with so much rage over it. I just want to feel safe when I go to work. I want to feel like someone cannot fire me for transitioning. I want ( Read more... )

so.... I, uh, got my ass got GROPED while I was ASLEEP at last night's Halloween party ( Read more... )

Worth 2 minutes of luaghing atI have some bed bugs happening in, you know, my bed. I was kind of depressed about the whole car totalling, breast cancer scare, and now bed bug thing especially when my mother whipped out the "god is trying to tell you something" argument. I presumed she meant that I should be a boy but I now I see what she was ( Read more... )

The case: Lauryn, Liam, Nick, Rob and I are in a car going to Joe's Oktoberfest party. Upon reflection we realize that had Nick's girlfriend, Mayumi, agreed to tag along one of us would not have been able to come along as the car would become over full. In response to this I jokingly said that we would place her in the trunk. Nick, in defense of ( Read more... )

What? The. FUCK ( Read more... )

I wish I had a good scanner. This weekend I was cleaning out my mess of a room and found a bunch of old pictures. There was this one picture of me from last Halloween. Something about the pose seemed familiar so I went hunting in an old photo album. That's when I found this picture of my grandmother from a little over ten years ago. We look ( Read more... )

Just got back from the doctor. They didn't find any legions or tumors. They said the symptom could be a pituitary problem but that everthing seem okay. I'm supposed to wait a bit and see if it clears up on its own. If not I may have to reduce the amount of estrogen I am taking. It's all pretty early on for that stuff though and, for now, I am ( Read more... )

When I was in the third grade I used to stare at the Tenakill River in my town during lunch. I wondered what would happen if I jumped in and disappeared. Would I be missed? Would there be something after? I sometimes wonder now whether or not that was something that lots of little kids thought about when they were nine or if I was (and still am ( Read more... )

i have an awesome new schedule ( Read more... )