I'm so sick of being with people I have no intention of actually sustaining a relationship with. I just want to be with him... I'm tired of pushing myself into these stupid time waisting tragedies where I eventually start to feel something and then back out. Sam is the only person it was ever different with. Everybody else seriously means ( Read more... )

I miss the nights we would talk on the phone until we couldnt even keep our eyes open anymore. I miss all of our nicknames and jokes and I miss the way you said my name. Today it all feels like it was only a dream. Like it was never real. But I know it was. I want you to be the one, because I know you are. There is noone in the world as ( Read more... )

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So I'm sitting in the servery at my college thinking about how I am actually, a college student. I realized JUST YESTERDAY that I don't actually live at home anymore. I've been here for a good three weeks now...
Im such a loser. lol. But that's okay I guess.

Just about a full 32 days til I leave for Storm Lake... I always knew I'd get away from here for college, but I never expecte it to be to IOWA! I mean come on... Seriously, though, I'm scared. I'm really scared that I'm going to fuck everything up and I don't know what I'd do if I fell apart in college. Being the hopeless romantic that I am I'm ( Read more... )

dudes.
livejournal.
and stuff.
i love rodney.
that is all.

So my entire english class had a conversation about you today... Were reading sonnets in class and Guth asked us to raise our hands if we're in love... So I did. and AJ jumped all over me, saying how could I be in love at 18 and that love didnt even exist and I just looked at him and i said "There are different kinds of love... You can love your ( Read more... )

im stuck here looking up information on gay marriages ( Read more... )

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school is gay.
musical is gay.
dru's parents are gay.
rodney is being gay.
everything is gay.
i cant wait to leave.
♥Becker