I just want to rip it out! all of my feelings

And things I tried to say ( Read more... )

I want to, I want to be someone else or I'll explode ( Read more... )

OK, so I've been home from my trip for about a week now but I've been going non stop ever since. I think last week I put in 46 hours and this week I put in 50. So if Im not at work, I must be sleeping. Really ( Read more... )

Wow, I just got home from work. and in a few hours I will be leaving for my drive across to OK. Its been about 2 years since I've gone. I a little scared about leaving work for a week and coming back to a mess and dirty kitchen. Im sure everything will be fine but Im a bit worried. A part of me wishes I wasn't going ( Read more... )

Ok ok ok, I know! I sorry! Can you forgive me? I know its been like a month since Ive updated. I really have thought about doing it everynight but I get home, Im so tried, I have no alone time soo I just keep putting it back and back till now. yay ( Read more... )

Why is it when its my day off, I wish I was at work. and when Im at work, I wish I was home. Its a no win.

I'm so stupid. I cried today at work. One of my bosses Mo, her best friend is very very sick with cancer. Long story short -She went to the hospital and had major surgery to remove it. Was in for a few days, got to go home started to feel much better. went back to the hospital to have a second catscann so make sure everything was all right. Well, ( Read more... )

I want to start over. I want to go back and do it all over again. How did everything go by so fast? Why did I let so many things pass me by.

I'm all by myself
As I've always felt
I'll betray myself
To anyone, lost, anyone but you.