Study, study, study, That's all I've been doing for week and a half straight now. I have a class and a test Monday 8 am. The class is 5 hours long, plus its on the west side so I get to be up at like 5:30 am. Lucky me. But I've been trying to be good about reading and studying as much as I can. Trust me, I've been studying much more that I did for ( Read more... )

I know I've been away for awhile, But I'm still here. Really, I am. You just mite have to find me. Just because I've been away doesn't mean I stopped thinking about you every second ( Read more... )

It's hot. And I know its going to keep getting hotter and hotter everyday. ugh, I hate it so much. Waking up in the middle of the night all hot and gross. I hate that feeling. then you toss and turn all night. We have an air con. in the dinning room, but the only room it seems to cool down is... the dinning room. lol. So now I have a fan in my ( Read more... )

All is well right now in life. I much happyer than ive been in a few weeks. soo , let me ride this good wave im having and Ill write soon again.

the bats have left the bell tower
the victims have been bled
red velvet lines the black box

I had a dream about you last night, i'm sorry ( Read more... )

Wow, this weekend has been a little crazy but lots of good stuff has happened. Lets see.. on Friday Charlie, (day time cook) she was running around grabbing peoples butt and grading them on how there butt was.. lol, I have no idea what made her start doing that.OR WHY? Kinda crazy. But most everyone got B's , a- ha someone even got a c! But she ( Read more... )

Today Purple rain came on before I went to work. I watched most of it. What a great movie. love the soundtrack. I cant believe it took me so long to get into it, or to realize how good it is. lol. it made my afternoon. That's how easy I am to please ( Read more... )

I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around.
You're so fucking special,
I wish I was special.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?.
I don't belong here

I was standing
You were there
Two worlds collided

I can't believe its been a year now since my dad has passed away. Time went by so fast. It's so unreal. I spent the day with my mom. I thought that would be best. I cried a little bit on my way down to lb because a song came on that reminded me of him. Looking back on last year around this month was so hard. I was a mess ( Read more... )