A rare occurence

[proletariat_x]

I do not feel terribly good today.

In fact, I actually am a bit melancholy.

I'm going to go ahead and leave this in a link, I doubt many people want to read about it.

Comments

[fayoreix2]

I know the feeling exactly. It took a lot for me to reach out to people and share problems since I internalize most times, and try to be tough. I'm having a feeling like I've gone TOO far expressing, so now I need to dial back to the happy medium. Don't feel bad about wanting some feel-good support, ya know? :)

And grats on the weight thing! I need to get back to work.

[proletariat_x]

I suppose I need to stop looking at it as a weakness. Admitting you don't feel good sometimes doesn't turn you into Shinji Ikari.

Thank you! A lot of it for me has just being more active and to stop eating a lot of junk. Don't worry too much though! Sometimes girls are better off at least a little soft. :D

[violet_bruises]

You know, Rey, I often wonder the same thing. Because I am always doing something nice for someone and no one ever thinks, "let's do something nice for Jessica." Case in point, which is another rant, I was talking to this guy today. I am asexual; I don't like guys or girls, I'm just not attractive. This guy told me he thinks I secretly pine over him (I asked him if he thought I was attractive; moment of weakness when someone said I'd make a good wife, it's just not going to happen) and pine over other guys. I've gotten that before. But, what bothers me is what Mehdi said how he thinks deep down I pine on guys. I don't. I have an old friend who used to stalk people and be really creepy, yet no one used to call her creepy or stalkerish. I was the one called that. I never even did any of that. How come guys can say I secretly pine (which I don't), yet disregard her creepy/inappropriate behavior? With this link: http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/pine I

[proletariat_x]

I do feel better. Some days you just don't feel good and need to vent, right?

See, I have no one but myself to blame for the random nice deeds thing. Like I said, I generally do not vocalize when I feel bad, so no one really knows usually. If you feel your friends are treating you unevenly, that might be a deeper issue.

Also, even though you may not have sexual notions towards people, you might still have romantic notions towards them. There isn't really anything wrong with that. ^^

Pithy one-liner nao? :D

[claire_chan]

I'm personally very impressed by your weight regimen! ♥

Re: Pithy one-liner nao? :D

[proletariat_x]

Thank you. I'm happier with it then I thought I'd be.

Pithy one-liner:

"I'd say she's musically inclined, but I wasn't paying that much attention to her music, if you know what I'm sayin'."

[claire_chan]

Why? Weight-loss is very commendable :3

*nod*