Don't you hate when so many emotions flood out of you at once? I do. Maybe it's because I save them all so i can feel even more sorry for myself than needed. Tonight I thought to much. I thought about me. thinking about myself is never a good thing. It leads me to hate myself then ten minutes later my train of thought finds a face to blame it ( Read more... )

I'm sorry ( Read more... )

Yes, I've thought about it, maybe tried it once or twice. It's been a while since such bullshit has been goin on, not much I can do about it though. I think thats what is the worst part of it. Having no power to make life easier...fuckin sucks. I like to be happy on the outside though. Maybe it's just that I don't want people knowing whats ( Read more... )

Christ. It's been a long time since I've written in this. Usually I write in it when I'm all emo and shit. But then one day I was like "Fuck LJ." But here I am bored in first period. Things that have been happening...I got a truck, black '02 ranger edge. I like it. Gas is expensive. I've been goin to Feef's a lot lately, his pad is pretty chill. If ( Read more... )

My step dad is really one to tell me about fucking up...

So since there was a scale that wieghed in POUNDS now im a crack addicted drug addict thats going to throw my whole life away...even though I just had a meeting with a naval recruiter 3 hours ago.

Oh man, chillin wit Jon. Not a good a idea. But a fun idea. From destroying subway then helping clean it up to some random girl lifting her skirt up for me at subway to fucking with an albertsons security guard to cops with really bright flashlights to kissing a blond in the subway freezer to not letting some little tweaker(not really) chick kiss ( Read more... )

I hate how i cant write in this anymore, I could, but certain people I don't want to read it, and certain people i would like to read it, but i can't have the best of both worlds, so I resolve to no write in it.

By now I should have been somewhere ( Read more... )

So now there is a reason to move, my mom got offered a job that pays out bank. But here is the thing...Las Vegas...yeah fun for a week, the the crazy's get on your nerves. 1 more word: DESERT. FUCKING HOT. Right when I get used to the idea of Colorado, hey lets go to Nevada instead.

So it's been a while since I've posted anything that means anything. Last night I realized something about people. It's hard to explain but I'll get back to it later. But today I went to oceanside and I had an intellectual conversation with one of my sister aqaintences there. The views he and I had about people were the same. People are vain, ( Read more... )