Belonging
This was my last one. All the thing's I wrote, kept and expressed were burned by my loving ex Amanda a long time ago. I personaly think that though's from long ago were better...but now since I started writting again I'm trying to get back into the groove I hand with it. This is more of a cheesy rime than anything, but I wrote it and I liked it. So
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When I wake everymorning,
I see a blank face staring back
at me.
When i think of those summer days
everything seemed so carefree.
Nothing seems real anymore.
I'll never seeyour face again.
My life has changes since you've been gone,
Your eyes are just a memory to me.
I'd take back those words,
to bring you back to my world.
Your memory fades so freely.
I don't want it to be so carefree,when
you gave evrything to me.
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This is not were I want to be
I wanted so much more
but you left to move on, and I sit here alone.
No more, I refuse to let my emotion's be controled
You know how I feel, and so does everyone else
And still you play this game
To hurt and to hate
Jeliousy at it's most contagious
and nothing to prove
You wanted a friend
And I was that
There to the end, and whenever you needed me
but where were you?...Were ARE you...
Not by my side, not to the end
you said you wanted to move on
...it's only a matter of time
before a man
can give up his one dream of happieness...
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What kinda shit is this...you know that I still love you, and you go and move on...but the slightest thought of ME doing that and you FLIP OUT???
Sweetheart...who are you kidding...your lie's will never become your trueth's.
Understand this...
I may have not understould your way of living...but I do know that in the end...you won't be happy by living that way. Hate, bring's misery...remember...I WAS YOU...long ago. You can hate everything and depress yourself about all the shit in your life, but it ain't going to go away unless you figger out that life is what you make of it...your making it into shit, it apear's...still don't think I did what I had to do? I helped you in way's you still can't admit yet...and I would have been able to be the agresser and keep you entertained if you could have shown me you could take care of your self and stop getting yourself into such stupid situation's all the time. See...now it's my turn...;-)
Your stronger than this, I know you are...
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I need my conscience to keep watch over me
To protect me from myself
So i can wear honesty like a crown on my head
When i walk into the promised land
We've been too long american dreaming
And i think we all lost the way
Forlorn somnambulistic maniacal in the dark
I'm in love with an american girl
Well, she's my best friend
I love her surreptitious smile
That hides the pain within her
And we'll go dancing in the rings of laughter
And leave alone by the shores
Feel alone in the brands of rapture
And leave alone for the loss
Faith, on the lea the rising wind blows
Faith, on the lea the rising wind blows
How long? how long?
Here alone on the grounds of allegiances we've left behind
Turned back by the foot of the doorway
Never lost and found
We've been too long american dreaming
I think we've lost the heart
Forlorn somnambulistic maniacal in the dark
Faith, on the lea the rising wind blows
Faith, on the lea the rising wind blows
How long? how long?
*** Thanx a lot to Nelson for this
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