If I could do the thing's that my ex would have needed me to, I would have. I still wish I could. To tell you the trueth, what she asked of me, isn't much...she wanted a friend. I think that my problem is that I worry to much about someone who I can't help...And she seem's to think an aweful lot...BECAUSE OF THE CAREING PEOPLE AROUND ME...that I ( Read more... )

This was my last one. All the thing's I wrote, kept and expressed were burned by my loving ex Amanda a long time ago. I personaly think that though's from long ago were better...but now since I started writting again I'm trying to get back into the groove I hand with it. This is more of a cheesy rime than anything, but I wrote it and I liked it. So ( Read more... )

Well...I just finished watching a movie...it brought me to tear's(Thank's PJ;-))...My sister's car got stolen, and I'm going to travel to work tomarrow...ick. I hope it isn't going to be friggit tomarrow morning, but it doesn't look like it. I have to go to sleep, so I have to make this brief. But I 'WILL' be writting tomarrow.:-)

I've become one with the void ( Read more... )

One solitary tree ( Read more... )

Well, since I'm here, Just to update...I now have my permit! Yes, about time...but still...I kicked that test's ass! Work, work...work. Going away for the weekend, already have the hotel...I'm actually excited! I feel like I'm going on a little vacation,lol ( Read more... )

Had alot of fun yesterday at my sister's halloween party. I got so trashed, that I puked and passed out by 1am.=)So did everyone else, for that fact, which was cool since I didn't think anyone else would have.=)I was surpised to have made it that long, since I was up at 9 in the morning that day. I think I was just a tad excited about it. It was ( Read more... )

Back home, after a long day at work. I am so tired...I feel like passing out.=) I'm updating my music now, and soon I'm going to take a shower and clean the house. I can't wait to just relax.

To think of life, is what most people do most of there live's. To think of death, seem's to be the one thing people forget to think about. I guess they don't find it conforting to think about there mortality in such a way. I think death in itself, is a beautifull thing. Not to decay or to see it...but to think about how life goes on. Some belief's ( Read more... )

The passed couple of day's, I've been working on the computer. I've bought the External Hard-drive I wanted...120 Gigabyte's...more than what I really need. I think it's overkill,lol. It's very cool! I'm able to put all the stuff that take's up room on my main drive on there, so the computer run's alittle smoother. Now all I have to do is get a ( Read more... )