Everything has been Changed...

[promise_kiss72]

              Alot has been going on and has been changed.  I got to do this because my easy ways out weren't helping anymore. I almost lost total control of myself! I don't know if you guys know what happened but I just needed to be by myself...I couldn't handle anything anymore...so I left and disappeared for awhile. It was kinda scary being by

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[reginax]

what?! You were missing?! I had no idea of this... of anything. It's good though that you left & got things figured out. I'm really sorry about this guy.. I know you really loved him a lot. He sounds like a complete ass, no offense. People show their true colors whenever they're needed the most. Pretty pathetic that he pushed you away cuz of his girlfriend. Talk about low. People like that are just a waste of your time. It's a shame that he doesn't realize what a great person you are. I'm not gunna lie & say that you'll be moving on within a couple of days because I know it's gunna be hard. But knowing you, you're a strong person & we BOTH know you will overcome hard situations like these. You deserve someone who'll treat you muchhh better & who will really love you back

[promise_kiss72]

awww...reggie your such a sweetheart and thanks for your wise advice totally will be added once I get my new lj. Do you know who I am talking about I think I'm gonna give you a call later on tonight. I never thought that this person would ever push me away! I wasted alot of my time with him...valuable time! thanks but the great person is you always knowing what to say to me is just right and thanks for always understanding me. I would call you to if you weere missing I think I know where you would go(LOL). well...thanks alot reggie and if you ever need anything you know my #.
luv ya tonz,
Erin

[__sweet_sixteen]

hey erin, sorry i havn't returned ur calls, i was just upset about different things. i accept ur apolgy and hope things can go back to normal between us. love ya, i always be there. ttyl
<333 Cassie T.

[promise_kiss72]

It was awesome talking to you again and talking about or husband Ginobili! I'm sorry for everything that started happening between us but notice we got through it and that shows our strong our friendship is! Thanks alot Cassy<3
luv ya lotz,
Erin

[promise_kiss72]

Cassy i thought things were to get back to normal I'm still here waiting you need anymore apoligies anything just tell me i hate this between us not even able to say "hi"...

[iou_myheart]

hey erin you should give me a call sometime and talk i'm sure we have a lot to talk about but anyways i know where your at and all i can say is just keep your head up you'll get over it even though it hurts like hell <3 lauren almaraz

[promise_kiss72]

Hay Lauren,
For sure we gots to talk!! It's good to know you have some kinda idea how hard right now is and thanks my head will be up higher. Thanks for commenting and understanding!
Love Always,
Erin

[__thedialtone]

hey erin i know how bad you feel just promise you wont scare all of us again okay? please i dont know what i would do if i couldnt find you...your a good friend and everything will get better i promise...

<333 Brisa

[promise_kiss72]

Brisa, I am so sorry for ever making you feel like that!! I PROMISE I WILL NEVER EVER DO THAT AGAIN IT GOT KINDA SCARY AS WELL BEING ALONE! Thanks for always being there and still helping me get better!
Love,
Erin

Hey :)

[anonymous]

Im so glad ur bak from bieng missing. Srry things didnt work out between u and that guy. Let me tell u this from experince guys are jerks they dont have enough balls to tell u what they feel or what things they have DONE wrong.Srry to put ne guy down but some of them are jus PANS. Honestly that guy is an asswhole and he doesnt deserve u. Your gonna find someone and when u do hes gonna love u and treat u right and not turn away when u feel lost and alone. Its good that u left to get ur self together but not so good to worry the people who love u! But the good thing is that u came home safely. Bye <3

[promise_kiss72]

I was glad to be home as well but when I got home I felt bad for everyone I hurt and worrying...especially about me?! That guy was a totally BIG mistake and I wasted too much time on him. I'm learning alot and thanks for your advice as well. who is this? anonymous? Why can't you say who you are? wish I could add you to my lj!
Heart,
Erin