omg can u believe we are finally together!! i cant...love you babe :]

         well...yeah today was just the worst!!! My first Love of my life just broke my HEART!! I don't know i want to talk to him so bad but just can't! (scared of what else is to come and what he'll say) MY life just seems useful i can't believe this!! i feel useless i'm hurt and i'm crying non-stop and your not here to wipe my tears like last ( Read more... )

Everyone finally got a name for my new lj. Hope you guys add me!!

-Add me to add you back...K:)

-have so much to say, alot has happened

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              Alot has been going on and has been changed.  I got to do this because my easy ways out weren't helping anymore. I almost lost total control of myself! I don't know if you guys know what happened but I just needed to be by myself...I couldn't handle anything anymore...so I left and disappeared for awhile. It was kinda scary being by ( Read more... )

I have a game today at 9:30 at Jags vs. Donna so not ready to play! Yesterday was a blast:

...woke up went to sociology class took my first college exam (was hard), got home to see rallie and monica waiting at my house to go to open gym, went to open gym played a game with the guys but lost BY ONE POINT, left open gym dropped off monica at friends ( Read more... )

       Everything Sucks Right Now! I'm dying literally. I don't know what's wrong with me, I'm scaring myself. I love you and you say you love me but your with someone else. What do I do? I've been crying, been sad, been here thinking we had another chance, and you can have me if you want me! 2:22p.m. you thinking of me, huh? Bye...

i never been ( Read more... )

 I'm always busy now let me make this one a make up for all the journals I've not written!

well...today the spurs play!! HELL YEAH there is gonna be a real b-ball game there. Whoever said that they weren't gonna make it to the finals????? Niggas back off the spurs they are there and ready to take it!!

Let me tell you my schedule for ( Read more... )

do i love you?

do i dare?

all these questions

in the air.

we're near,

but so far.

we're close,

and yet so far apart.

i despise you,

i want you,

i hate you,

i love you.

confusion fills me,

but love fills my heart.

doubt controls my mind

should we part?

i wonder what to do.

should i choose me,

or should i choose you?

so back to the ( Read more... )

                 Today, I woke up at 4 in the morning from excruciating pain on my knee and then I started thinking of "you know who"! Once I think of him it takes awhile to stop. I was wide awake, getting ready to go to school everything was going okay, my mom was taking me to school,  I bought a Q-Taco, and got to school to start the worst day of ( Read more... )

       My last entries have been depressing but now it has all changed when I saw <3 (you know) today! Then I just found out that he thinks I don't want him to be around me and that I've been acting weird? If you only knew what has happened the last week...alot! I missed him so much!! I saw him yesterday and today it was so awesome to be able to be ( Read more... )