I missed Ukraine today for the first time. There was a special on the USSR&Siberia on the History Channel while I was having my coffee and the news. As much as I knew it was time for me to leave that place, it has imprinted so much of my early adulthood ( Read more... )

Haha Eww. Like I said, I would read entries in this thing dated from a year back and hate myself. Haha. Do you ever reach a point where this stops happening. QUEER.

Ha. Yes, thats right. A new year rolling in... I have to say this is the first one in an extremely long time that I am looking forward to. 2006 is going to be a great year, I can just sense it ( Read more... )

Holidays have been shooed away for next year. I got an electric kettle, of which I am far too happy about and also of which, somehow makes me feel like an adult (getting appliances for Xmas is when it all descends ( Read more... )

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So I am going up to Boone for a few days today. Its going to be cold as a witch's tittay. Hehe. Thats like the saying of a 4th grader. Someone's alarm clock just went off and that has to be the most blood pressure escalating noise known to man. That and James' high pitch shrills ( Read more... )

I am sitting over here looking at Jacob, asking him how old he is now because it cannot be that he is nine, ten in May. Jesus. Awwww...My little chubby bundle of baby brother is a real kid now. Thats odd. He was such my little toy, I was 12 when he was born and I can remember crying at the hospital. Both of them were such beautiful newborns. Some ( Read more... )

Haha. ok so let 'er burn...woohoo. Have been living with Jessica (Adam tossed into the mix) for a week or so, I really dont know because I dont know what day it is even. There's only one clock in the house, attached to a coffee maker(my coffee maker, come to think of it) and I go insane when I cannot know what time it is...I have thought about just ( Read more... )

I look down the length of us to find the evidence of life beneath these blankets: your two peach feet with toes slightly curling into themselves; the soft padding of each foot’s tenuous fibers with delicate bones and veins leading and ending at the beginning of each toe. One is tucked beneath an ankle and the other is dangling flaccidly from the ( Read more... )