I miss Vegas... It's the only place I can really go to truly get out of depressed slumps. It's the only place I can go and completely clear my brain of all thoughts. I can wipe my brain and be free of prying, judgeful eyes. I enjoy that my sister and brother in law don't pry into things and even if they did they wouldn't judge me because they did ( Read more... )

I am so ready for this summer to be over. I need to be back to a busy and eventful life. I'm done with being here and feeling like I keep getting put on the backburner of things. I think one of my favorite Scrubs quotes really encompasses how I've been feeling all summer "Nothing sucks more than feeling all alone, no matter how many people are ( Read more... )

And it's amazing ( Read more... )

I'm so glad that at this time tomorrow I'll be in Vegas. I'm getting so antsy. I'm still jobless and pretty much job leadless. I might be able to get a job doing concessions at Paetec but that won't provide me with too much work even if I do get it. And a much as I want to get to Vegas, the fact that I am going to be gone for 2 weeks doesn't really ( Read more... )

So I really don't know what to make of this whole end of the semester thing... It's really hard to believe that three years could fly by so fast. It's impossible to think of the fact that I'm going to be a senior next year and that one year from now I'm going to be getting ready to graduate... To be honest, it scares the shit out of me. The idea of ( Read more... )

So really..... you know there is absolutely no hope in life when you can't even get used for sex by the guy you're interested in.... *shakes head*

So I really have kind of decided that I despise all men. Know matter what they always seem to fail you and/or stab you in the back. People complain about having that problem with females, but you know what, if they do stab you in the back at least you expect it. You don't expect guys to do it to you and I think in some aspects that makes it hurt ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like going to church is kind of bad for me. It causes me to think too much. Tonight was the first time I had been in a while, and I was so close to almost breaking down in tears in the middle of it. I'm just struggling so much with some stuff because I don't know what to do about it. My brain tells me one thing and my heart tells ( Read more... )

Really, I don't ask for a lot. So why does it seem so impossible to get? I'm sick of falling so hard for people that I can't get the same response from. I've never felt quite like this before and it kind of scares me. Yet I can't even ever be able to talk about the situation with him. So how am I supposed to be able to figure out what to do... or ( Read more... )

Under your spell again ( Read more... )