Ok so for those of you who came to my winter party you saw that it was the wildest thing ever, or for that kid who pasted out in the alley them maybe not. but I am going to be to be doing it all over again. This time I want some help, I want this party to make it the center of the world it's so big. If you have any ideas on music,food,drinks, or ( Read more... )

I wonder if as I grow older will the few things that I have successfully completed will be looked over. Will I die and have nothing to show for life when I leave. I want a child, someone that I could teach about life and the evil in the world and not to trust anyone but yourself. To never let you gurade down,and never give away your heart. I wish I ( Read more... )

I must say I have come a long way since the last time I posted here. But I find myself trying once again to take the hammer to the inside of myself. I just want to fall into a pill induced sleep, And never wake up. I know it all just messing me up, this way I am but it is the only thing I know. I wish I could find someone that could take part in ( Read more... )

hi so like whats up peopleso let me vent to you guys so I think I am in love and this time I m not as scared like I thought I would be. Nathan is great and I don't even want to rush things with him (I mean sex). I maen we have just got to the point of me giving him oral and I hope he likes it I love it really I do. But only if he likes it. But I ( Read more... )

Hi all I haven't been on here in ages. So whats up with all you cool cats. I have been very busy, I got a new boyfriend and I like him lots. And we are going to be moving in together in about a month. I am buying a new car tomorrow and I am so excited.

I hope everyone of you, my beloved friends had a wonderfull Christmas holiday. And have fun shopping tomorrow. I know I will.;-)

God I hate Christmas it sickens me but hey what ever why should I care if the only real reason people get together is so that they can get something that a loved one put alot of thought into getting for them only to return it for cash. I just can't stand people anymore. Don't get me wrong I still do love some people but its only like less then ( Read more... )

SO whats up all I haven't spoken to you guys in a long time I hope that everyone is ok. So I have been working hard to get up money to go out to California. I hope that it is going to be great fun. meeting people that I have never meet before. Well guys I think that I am going to reboot my life. You know start over and do things that I never done ( Read more... )

I was toe that me having a relationship was not important. So I line of felt a little better but now I am like doing things that are stupid and tru plane unsafe. I AM more then ever looking for someone. I JUST HOPE that the things that I did my past don't cause more problems. And wow so I am spending another New Years alone. And I really don't want ( Read more... )

Ok I am going to make this simple. I want you guys help ok. Because I am so sick of being alone I want someone ok. So if you know someone that lives in chicago and is gay or bi what ever tell me ok. I mean really it probably wont work out but I will try it. God maybe I will be alone my whole life and have like fifty cats. But I am going to try ( Read more... )