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just depressed.

ok so this is for my girlfreind, we forgot to make plans for today, im actually on my way to work right now, so im just leaving a message, but call me at work either way to let me know if this works out, but ill pick you up at 4:05 as usuall, but please call me as soon as you get this or as soon as you get out of school whatever works best for you ( Read more... )

my brain has exploded. and my skull and brain matter is splattered all over the room behind the chair im sitting in. my brainless body lay limp without reason, without life, without thought

well now im just fucking confused, but this whole ordeal is either going to drive me away from my parents, or much closer. but it all depends on them. for ONE, my mom thinks im Punishing her by not comming over to visit, even tho i dont feel welcome when i do come over, so what the fuck is the point right? my mom tells me i make bad decissions, ( Read more... )

Ok so most of you are probably under the assumption that with time heavy metal bands get softer, atleast the majority of them, well im listening to a Newly Released Exodus Song, and from the sounds of it, they just keep getting heavier and heavier thru the years, i mean this video was released in 2004, and the first exodus album was released in ( Read more... )

so heres the story on my parents, for those of you who read and are curious, 2 yrs ago, well March 17th 2003 my parents paid 350 dollars to keep me out of jail, under the stipulation that i dont get any peircings for 2 yrs, my mom at the time made the comment that she should have told me until i was 25 but she was going to be nice. ok thats cool, ( Read more... )

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yeah so i went to ohio! and it turned out to be a shitty trip...the plan started out, drive to ohio, get dyn's things then go see norma jean and unearth. drive home.... well 46 miles outside of Cleavland i realized that the 50 in my pocket for merchendise is going to have to go for gas, and if were to make it home were going to have to turn around ( Read more... )

well then, i got a van, dead body man drives the dead body van. haha, anyway, most of you remember stories of my last van, a blessed hell ride of sorts, but yeah this van is the best, i was soooo Excited when i got it, and still keep finding things in it and im like a kid at a candy store its so great, lights and a tv, and central air. and its HUGE ( Read more... )