my new journal.

f.ck.

<3 this morning i woke up and danced.
<3 i just danced.
<3 i don't know why.
<3 i robot-ed downstairs to MY kitchen.
<3 i spinkler-ed to MY fridge.
<3 and life was good.

it feels good to be healthy.
over it. purged of it.
clean.
healthy.

and i thought no one could ever be truly happy.
but i'm tired of being [emo].
so i changed my state of mind today.
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shoot me.


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i can't stop coughing.
i think its a stress cough.
i think soon i will just explode.

i talked with my dad yesterday.
i pretended it was dark in that room.
i pretended i couldn't see.
because i couldn't look at him.

people always leave.

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all i know is what im missin
what i'm missin is your kissin
are you listenin

ghhhhl. trying to open up.
you know, let down the wall.
but the truth is: i'm a mess, i guess.
its a heck of a lot easier to be friendatines.
i won't go telling you i'm alright.
but i'm trying to be better.

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crazy things are happening around me.

why is everyone going crazy?
can you please stop?
because, while the world may need more crazy people,
i need everyone to just calm down.

your friend,
janna

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