i did not meet anyone thursday worth recognising. i did however meet someone friday. though, i feel, it is but a mere aquaintance and will never be more. i met some more people over the weekend, which was pretty interesting. there was mindy. the girl whos birthday was saturday night, and was having an apparantly great time. greg talked to her a lot ( Read more... )

will i meet someone new today? someone special and who will make some sort of a change in my life? will i recognize the person when and if i meet them? who knows. ill let you know when i find out.

how do you get things to work out the way you want them to? can you? i have been cursed with an overactive imagination and paranoia. i dont even know if i can bring myself to be with anyone anymore. i have become fed up with the whole thought of looking for anyone to be with. any time that an opportunity arises something always gets thrown off ( Read more... )

so many times in my life i just get so lost in myself it is hard to even see out of my consious eyes and to see reality as it is. i get so caught up in what i feel is right, or what should be done, or the way it should be, that i forget that the wire of life we are so blindly walking across is already tearing through our flesh. we are already neck ( Read more... )

yeaah. im friggin bored. as you can tell that i took enought time to set this up. hopefully more will happen soon. need people to enteract with. someone to talk to. talk to me dammit