so im sittin here in the computer room trying to find something to do to escape from my "terrible life" when i start to ponder what is so terrible about my life ne ways. I have more than enough friends and i know im somewhat loved, my dad is always there for me and my little brother is the best and most amazing person in the world, my sister and ( Read more... )

thisis the funniest kid ever! Josh is eli's little brother and omg he's hillarious ( Read more... )

im leaving you for a new beginning
must cut our ties and leave this string loose ended
can't catch with bait that doesn't exist
don't want that fish so i throw it back
what is this place that i've put myself in
being drug into a room with no windows and strange walls
why does it feel like the darkness won't come in
i must make it all on my own

are your dreams bigger than jupiter ( Read more... )

so i haven't posted in a while... and a lot has happened just in a couple of months. well i decided that i am officially in love with something corporate and now jacks mannequin (both have andrew mcmahon as their lead singer) and i am going to confess my undying love for brian ireland when i meet him (drummer of something corporate). so yeah... ( Read more... )

im totally pumped full of muscle realxers and anti-depressents right now... being a woman sux ass man. cramps from fucking hell ( Read more... )

this is not a re-occuring subject title for me but it fits perfectly, because this is exactly what i had. i hung with joe and andrew and mike and zach and matt and many many more. i met tons of people just because joe was with me. i saw two people i literally hadn't seen in forever. at waffle house i was pleasantly surprised by the sight of steven ( Read more... )

um so i haven't done this in a while... you... know the whole "post" thing....... it's kinda weird to be back in the game. i would say it's like not having sex for while and then doing it again but i've never had sex so that's out. well... o it's like riding a bike. it's odd how i thought of sex before bike riding. i've never had sex and i have ( Read more... )

i know it's been a while since i posted last but o well bite me ( Read more... )

I HAVE... x= have /=halfway ( Read more... )