All I can say is, sometimes it's tough being in love with someone I don't understand.

You know how they say that people do their deepest and/or most intense thinking while in the shower or on the toilet? 100% true ( Read more... )

I'm thinking about starting to write here regularly again. I don't know if anyone would read - I don't really have anyone anymore - but I suppose that's ok ( Read more... )

So... while I love this journal dearly, as it has been there for me since 2003, I'm probably going to be posting a lot more of my blogs on myspace, just to keep more folks updated on things while I'm in Mississippi. So those that normally read here, check my myspace ( Read more... )

I'm not apologizing for the way I quote unquote ACTED today. Don't you fucking dare make me out to be the bad guy here. You know how I feel. You know where I stand. It hasn't even been a week, and you've ALREADY broken your promise. The outlook on future friendship isn't good. Not with the way you're "acting", anyway ( Read more... )

Him: so seriously in the most civil of ways, goodbye
Me: goodbye.

Better be the last fucking goodbye you say to me, because if not, things are going to get ugly.

Tomorrow is a down Friday, and I'm so sleeping in. Waking up at 4:45 every morning is brutal for someone who normally sleeps during the day and stays up all hours of the night.

Wish me luck on my test on Monday. Not like I think I'll need it... but the thought of me in your thoughts makes me all warm and fuzzy <33.

Goodnight all. <33333

I really don't understand why people are the way they are sometimes.

I said to Nick over and over last night, "What the fuck is wrong with these people??"

I just don't get it.

This is going to be quick, since I'm at work and have plenty to do. Today is my last day at Squeaky Clean before I leave for tech school on Friday ( Read more... )

Every so often, I become so enraged with someone that I can't differentiate between what I am legitimately upset about, and what my brain is telling me I am upset about. It's all one big blur of semi-mindless anger. And if the person attempts to fight back, sometimes I can't handle it because I can't get my argument straight enough to hold a ( Read more... )