So back on livejournal ( Read more... )

so things are crazy
 im going crazy

im losing everything

wallet...
money...

the summer slowly approaches.

i can only look back and smile.

i had a great run!
 :]

I would like to live in a hut. one bedroom place. something small. somthing comfortable. nothing big and roomy.
a place with a dresser with lots of little drawers to keep my things. a two person table by a window looking out over a mt. side lake. A perm. camp fire pit in my front yard. a kayak on a dock down a stony lane. I want to wake up every ( Read more... )

IM not  a hippie.

do not call me a hippie.
 yes i may wear headbands and paisley tops.
i may have lots of peace signs and other "hippie things"

peace signs are for the peace within my self.
nothing political.

so its over.
well has been over for the past 2 and half weeks..maybe more.

i couldnt be happier with where i am in my life.

i have friends who care.and loveme!

though i miss him.

and him coming and staying.
 and him coming andgoing is killing me

im giving him the space he needs.

2 weeks. god. i dont know how he does this to me.

how can i feel this way.

so things look up.

we talked. he understood. hes scared.
but its cool everything is good now.

no control. freedom is nice.

being happy. is nice.

i love him! :]

IM missunderstood ( Read more... )

so maybe it just sucks cuz he doesnt know what i wanted to say last night ( Read more... )