i stopped using this one

learning how to hold my liquor is taking too long. maybe the half indian thing means i only have half the tolerance, i guess?
well. at least i had an older-sister figure last night who put me to bed with a warm blanket and a hot pocket, clothes (and shoes) intact.
in the morning james warned me that the sort he hung around would all, over time, ( Read more... )

the warehouse is getting more popular, was even on the news.
we watched this guy eric's film on a bedsheet and played some intense four square.
i taught a japanese girl how to say "fuckin chill" and walked up and down the ghost town that is foggy tacoma.

i'm all clean, washed up and swollen and my back is all sorts of fucked.
and i'm laid back in my all white bed listening to neil young, some drug purse.
the show was sort of uncomfortable but the party was great, and i love cheap burgandy.
i finally met jamie, who sort of looks like she could be my older sister and i sort of wish she was. we talked ( Read more... )

i'm looking forward to doing chores in a studio apartment overlooking the city.
and i'm okay with just one, maybe two windows, as long as i can have a potted plant on the sill and some old blinds made of bamboo.
i don't want a room mate.

these weeks, this whole month, is really lagging. and is really sleazy. i get myself into a lot of trouble at these parties i've been going to, but i guess i can just toss those nights to experience and grow up a little.
not that my conscience has been shaken much anyway.
despite all the good times there seems to be a lot of over-analyzing and shit ( Read more... )

well i changed my mind.

i'm going to be an oceanographer.

i forgot how much i love bawny. we're gonna kick it alllll the timmmme.

fuuuuuck. i lost an important book.
i lost the original print! bukowski original!  i am such an asssshooooole.
this is a bad start to a friendship. god. i pray that its at the warehouse and doesn't have a stain.
thank christ he's of a forgiving nature.

what is up with everyone i know? they're all dating each other, i wonder if they just threw names in a hat ( Read more... )