she makes me wanna murder every human on the planet just so we can be together...just us.

i feel ive grown alot ( Read more... )

i feel like a slave to my own mind.

i think to much.
and i cant stop.

i need to fix my life.
i need to change things.
i need a positive change in my life and i need time to clear my head

i truly feel im going mentally insane

we'll see....

my birthday is coming up and im having some crazy show at geoffs house
so everybody go

january 27th
fucks

so 2005 ended with me getting my heart broken
and my band breaking up...

5 days into the new year IM OVER THAT SHIT
and i have a new band that makes my old band look like BOOBOO

i dont give a fuck

this year will be MUCH different
time to get my driving going on
and a JOB

lets see if i can do it eh?

whats fucking wrong?

EVERYTHING

u think im being melodramatic

YOU DONT EVEN FUCKING KNOW

so so lost...

.

SHIT

SHIT S HIT SHIT

SHIT FUCKING SHIT FUCK
SHIT SHIT SHIT

i havent really updated in awhile ( Read more... )