But I guess this year is special. It's taken me a while to realize the kind of guys I attract and put up with. And I realize it's my fault, I put up with it, I let it happen. So... no more broken guys for me to fix (fix your damn self) and I'm done waiting. I think that's my worst problem, I wait for guys to "be ready" *shakes head* if you're ( Read more... )

Man am I spoiled. My aunt's christmas gift to my family (my dad, sister, and I) was a trip to disneyworld. It had it's ups and downs, such is life, but definately fun! I also figured out "what I want to be when I grow up." My favorite park in disneyworld (their are four) is animal kingdom, which for those who know me should come as no suprise ( Read more... )

hmmmmm what to share?? Well I finally got my tattoo and I freakin LOVE it! Below is the pic, the wings are purple with pink highlight and the wording is "Rise And Overcome" I know BIG shocker there. I ended up not covering any of my scars from my surgery, the tattoo is placed right below, I just didn't want that part of my life covered so you ( Read more... )

I've already decided I'm going back to school. I'm looking at what I need to do to finally finish college. I'm glad to realize I'm doing this for me. Verizon will actually give me up to $4,000 a year in tuition money. I have a lot of money saved but this will GREATLY help and is something I look forward to taking advantage of ( Read more... )

I never cease to amaze myself. I had an allergic reaction to some face cream and managed to burn my face off, or at least that's what it felt like lol and itchy. It's still burny and itchy and red three days later, but in a couple more days I'll be fine again (yay!). I've had a lot of time to relax and play mario party on the wii, sooooo fun! ( Read more... )

I went back to the hospital. After a few days of being home, one night I got a horribly sick feeling in my stomach and a bad headache, I went to bed early hoping it would just go away but alas it just got worse and worse, it got to the point that I couldn't even hold down water and the headache didn't let up at all. Around 4am I had to wake up my ( Read more... )

of people asking me if I starved myself to lose the weight. Furthermore I'm sick of people asking my why I continue to starve myself. I DON'T STARVE myself! Yes I eat less than I used to, umm duh I was overeating that's why I was overweight. I eat much healthier now and I eat a lot less because I stop eating when I'm full and I don't eat unless ( Read more... )

After an agonizing five days in the hospital I'm back home and couldn't be happier! I missed my dog even more than I thought, I cried when I finally got home and saw her, yes I'm a sap and she licked my face all over ( Read more... )

I know this might sound silly... Heading into my surgery tomorrow I'm a tad bit scared, but I've barely thought of it. The thing that has occupied my mind the most about it all is the fact that I'll be without my dog for four days. As much as being in the hospital that long makes me cringe, I'm more concerned about not having my Lola with me. I ( Read more... )

I posted this elsewhere but I felt the need to do so here as well ( Read more... )