So i was thinking lately about how fucked up the world is. I went to a funeral a few days ago and ever since i have been so damn pessimistic. It was teh funeral for a 22 yr old boy who died from some drug related thing, no one really talks about it so i dont really know the whole deal. But bottom line, his mom is the nicest lady in teh world adn ( Read more... )

Tomorrow i go to spain. I shoudl be excited and everything but not so much. I am realizing now how much i'm gonna miss ppl. :'( Ok i know it sounds like i am ognna be gone all summer, but haha im only gone for ten days. But STILL!!!! It sux. I had to be home tonite at 10:30, talk about weak. Yea, so things have CHANGED a loooooooooot since my ( Read more... )

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No im still nto gettin any sleep and tomorrow is prom. I dont know how i'm gonna make it. When my alarm goes off in the morning I now can sleep through it. ITs become quite the talent. U know tis bad when u can sleep through BOTH your alarm clock and the alarm on ur phone. I now have my mom waking me up. I swear when she tries to wake me up, i ( Read more... )

i have been having some really shitty past few days. And today i have NO idea what happened. I was in pre cal and i was so stressed cuz i spent four hours on ONE assignment and i still didnt finish and it was due today and i was having so much trouble and i was just really overwhelmed. Luckily ms elfers gave me an extension until tomorrow (which ( Read more... )

breaking down and confessing ...

i hate it ...

shit sux .....

fuck it.

I haven't written in a while. Nothing too exciting is going on. I got asked to prom today by david, kinda random, i have never really talked to him much before, but he's really cool so i know we'll have fun. I got the urge to punch zack in the face today, christ someone needs to take him out cuz that boy has an eeeeeeeeegooooooooo. grr. ( Read more... )

rachiebaby30: guess what ( Read more... )

Everything that seemed to be ok, just blew up. I am reevaluting EVERYONE and i am so sick of ppl's two sides. Pick one and stay true. Second of all, prom sucks. I hate it and i hate thinkin about it. Everyone has dates adn dresses already and i have niether. I guess its not that big of a deal cuz i already had all the fun stuff, but i really ( Read more... )

So lets see. .. good weekend. Friday nite i had mucho fun w/ sam. We went to pizza shuttle at like 3am w/ sam and clayton and evan (yum yum) and kurt and trevor. Can't really tell you what happened after, but hey it was fun. Saturday the boys won sectionals!!! WOO WOO FOR US!! Madtown here we come!!!!!! Then saturday night i hung w/ sam emily ( Read more... )