well needless to say i live in columbia, mo now and absolutly love it. even though i miss home terribly i'm still enjoying the freedom of living on my own. my place is absolutly beautiful and grand. i have 2 other roommates that i love to death and its been hella fun so far. though responsibility is a bitch! its hard movin out of your parents house ( Read more... )

Christmas was good but new years was even better. so ok on new years eve i met up with my sister at work. well first i picked up monica then met her up at work. there was supposed to be a party in valley park but we went and it was totally lame. well then we were heading back to pacific b/c this girl marissa was supposed to be having a huge party. ( Read more... )

                     Merry

Christmas

Everyone!!!!

ok so saturday, we wake up and decided to go to graceland. we went and it was also in the freakin ghetto. whats up with that shit. we stayed for a little bit then headed back to the hotel. well we ate first then headed back to the hotel. lounge around watch titanic and make fun of it and get ready to go out. we leave and head to beale street. me ( Read more... )

so i was extremly excited to go to texas and then on thankgiving jamie calls me saying that he cant go. i was pissed. i mean he had logical reasons but it was last minute. i had just gotten done talking to my family and a whole bunch of shit. whatever i pretty upset. so my sister was like well you can go to memphis with me and monica. ok sure. well ( Read more... )

so it has most def been awhile since i have updated. alot of things have happened. its weird how so many things can change in such little time. strangly enough i hung out with jen the other day and she was going to meet up with coty. he is out of jail on bond but here soon he goes to prison for 14 years. but whatever. i wanted to see him but then ( Read more... )

well everything has been pretty good lately. this weekend wasnt the best, but i cant expect every weekend to be absolutly wonderful. like i had a good time, it just wasnt exciting. oh well it happens. anyway, once again tomorrow is monday and i have another wonderful day of work. since the sarcasim? i love working at the preschool, but the kids ( Read more... )

so i have recently hurt a good friend of mine. basically lied to him over something that could have been avoided a really long time ago. well if he reads this...i'm sorry. if you read this and do not understand it then its not meant towards you ( Read more... )

well how i see it, everything will get better. its really nothing thats like life altering but just alot of decisions. my weekends have been great. just chillin with friends and relaxin. thats what i need. being intoxicated with great people really makes life fun. until monday, then that sucks. my friends are great. i dont know what i would do ( Read more... )

Perdiciments....

~work- too much stress, bullshit hours, pay not enough

~school- where to go, coisides with work, what to go for, mucho confusion

~guys- not enough time to even begin

~friends- too much to even write

~family-alot of bullshit, not enough time spent together and so much more

too much shit, way too little time. so much on my mind, alot ( Read more... )