but don't pity me, whatever you do

[prufrock518]

a black skirt is hard to find these days, but when you're dressed up for free drinks trying to figure out what's going on and the skirt is sticking to your legs and you're taking shots toasting to the past, present, and future like out of dickens, and you realize that you don't know what you are ever going to do with your life because you're not

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[sameasnothing]

I sure hope I'm included in that list of friends =(

[prufrock518]

you're among my favorites

[sniglet623]

i really sincerely hope that some days are more joyous than jaded for you. which i think they have to be. still, sometimes people just need to write a thing like this. i don't pity you. but i am sad knowing what you wanted to be.

like i said, i like the thing about the skirt costing too much for the moment.

still can't believe you kiss girls.

was just reading about "bleak house" by dickens so it's ironic that you should use the words bleak and dickens.

i don't think your coffeepot will be moldy. what is bin candy?

[prufrock518]

don't be sad. cuz i'm not.

i don't do it on a regular basis.

my coffeepot is moldy right now actually. bin candy is maybe the best thing in the world, it is candy that you buy out of bins (aka pay by weight?) and there is so much of it, but the best are yogurt-covered pretzels. i eat it more than i should.

count me in...

[salparadise87]

count me in on that white russian iza.

[anonymous]

iza, i know there's no dearth of praises for your writing from enamored readers worldwide. and i'm but a lowly, illiterate (when it comes to words) student of mathematics, but sometimes, you fucking make my heart race. even when you speak of depression (perhaps especially when..) and it's not just because of your words. it's because you're the girl writers write about. and you're the same girl who makes them ashamed, when you turn around and critique your own biography. not out of conceit, but out of an honest love for language and expression. i like you.

-anu

[iwaketosleep]

you're the girl writers write about

i think that's the best i've ever heard you described, iza. i don't understand the entry at all but i like you too!

[iwaketosleep]

...even though you're a crappy penpal! =)

I'm here

[anonymous]

I know we've drifted apart over the last two years but I still hope you consider me a close friend... I wish you the best of luck, you'll get though this "bleakness". If not, well.. you've taught me more than I could ever ask for, I will always cherish it.. thank you